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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Hello .

Its 2:53 am . I cnt possibly put myself to sleep . My mind is light . It feels like its floating around nowhr . So cool .

But my mind wont be like that forever . It has to think sometimes . Like nw . Im confused . I really am confused . Just fer all of you to knw . Im attached . Somewhat attached . Of course it feels great . But im just confused . I dn knw abt my feelings . It feels weird . Sometimes my heart is thr . Sometimes its somewhr else . I dn knw .

I cnt keep it . I have to let it out and i did . And i somewhat regretted what i did but somehow think that what i did is right ? Haiss . Shes gone . Thats fer sure . This sheep has no owner nw . Chinta has no more partner named Love . Hmm . This is what i asked fer . I deserved this . Have to agree this feeling sucks to th core . Only gawd knws hw suckish this feels . Shes goneee . :/

Shldnt ask fer more . Live with what you have . :/ Tc. Tll next update .

@ 2:52 AM