Come Back To Me. I Need You. I Can't Do This. Come Back To Me. Love Me Again.
@ 8:23 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
Heyheyhey. Back blogging, but now with a calmed heart, after a few days of hell. Haha. Yeaaa. Those were th worst day evaaaaa. Haha. Well, no matter what it is, i have to face it. Yeaa. She wants to see th old me anws. So yeaaa. (:
Gosh, feels so different. Haha. Handphone has been quiet for quite a while. And that is soooooo different. Usually it will ring every minute. Haha. Yeaa, have to get used to that. Im doing better than usual. Usually if this is what Im feeling. I will be all emo-ish and stuff. Haha. Not gna be like that anymoree. Yes, i wna be ouhkay with all this happening. But hell, I sure do miss her. Haha. Of course I do. Hey babe, I Miss Youu. (:
Ohs wells, Im going out after this. Just gna take a walk aroundd. Kay tc people. (:
@ 6:58 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
♥ ƒιτяι ƒaιzah ♥ ♥ ƒεςhιςhι aοι kajι ♥
Th thought of her telling that everything will be th same after i bring back th old me makes me happy. But when th thought of knowing i am not with her now slips by, it turns happy to th worst feeling ever.
Yes true she said we can still be like how we are after some time but th thought of she not being with me, she's not together with me and knowing that she already have someone/s new to be thr for her just aches me. She does have many waiting for her. That just aches me.
I have to be proud of myself, that i got myself th most beautiful, sweet, caring, close to perfect girl i can ever get. And i got to be even more proud that i could make her stay with me for almost 10 months. She has given me alot. She teaches me stuff i nvr know. She gave me unforgettable memories. She gave th best happiest, worst, saddest and many other moments. Haha. Joke. All those thoughts, just keep coming to me. I dun think its possible to get over her.
Maybe its because i dunwan to get over her. To me, she's just that girl i wanna see every single day. Talk to every single day. Just be thr with her every single there. She's th girl i can nvr get bored with. Maybe that's it. Yes, we are not together now. But i will make my way to geeting you back with me. I will be that person you want me to be. Iloveyou. Iloveyousomuch.
@ 2:58 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
What everything means to me right now.
@ 8:36 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I AM THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE. I NOW KNOW I AM. SCREW MYSELF.
@ 9:51 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Everything will be th same.
@ 11:34 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
The happiest and th best thing that ever happened in my life.
@ 5:09 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
I'm Missing You Like Crazy Babyy. I Really Miss You. ):
Heylo world. Im feeling sad and all. I miss my Girlfriend alot. Alot. Alot. Alot. Alot. Alot.
I havent been spending time with her much nowadays. I feel sad. Now she' at Sandra's Mum's wedding and she's not gg hme again cause thr will be an after party. Arghhhh. Nemindd. Monday i will meet her. I miss her so muchhhhh. Goshh. ):
Baby, I miss you. I hope you know thatt. I known youre having fun now. But i just miss you. ):
@ 9:53 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
Happy 15thBirthdayAshiqinSuhaimi!
Today was fun. Haha. Spend time with people i havent spend much time with. I met Hanis, Faisal, Hasroy, Anna, Adib, Amirah and Khid. And we all went to meet Ashhy and wish her a happy bday. Khid and Amirah went off early. So th others stayed for a while with Ashhy. It's not her bday yet just now. It's in an hour time. Haha. She was very excited about it. Haahaha. So just posting for her birthdayy.
But after that so called small celebration, th fun starts. Me, Faisal, Hanis and Hasroy played Counter Strike. So longgg never play. And just now was awesomeee. Haha. Had fun. We played for a long timee. Like 3 hrs plus. But then after that, our fingers was numb. Haha. But had fun. Heh.
@ 11:08 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Im confused. I dunknw what to do. There's just alot in my mind. If i do something, it will make things worse. I dunknw what to do. Why is it so complicating? Why cant i just feel normal with everything that is going on? I hate feeling this way. But i am feeling it right now. Arghh. I dont think blogging about it helps. I have to be positive. I must. Help...
@ 12:53 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009
Rightt. I find myself time to blog for a little while. Well, some of my friends have gotten back the results. The Secondary 3s that is. Some got through and some didnt. And i have to say i was suprised. But im happy to see she's taking it well, even though deep inside, well, no one knows.
So Anna, You have to chill aite? This is just part of life you have to face. And trust me, this will change you to a better person. With this happened, You understand better how important such things is. Anw, like i say. Any help you want just approach. Chill mann.
Other than that, Congratulations to those who make it. Important year next year, Goodluck.
Now, th next results waiting is th Nlevels results. Most of my friends are waiting for it. Goodluck to you people too. So yaa. Life has been ouhkayy. Not soo bad not soo good. Acceptable. It's already November. And of course, every new month i will confirm wait for that certain date. Th 11th. Cant wait. (:
;"Zirca"; is coming up. An after O's Party. Confirm gerek. Haha. Yeaaaa. And before i forgett. Let me wish Ashiqin Suhaimi A Happy 15th Advance Birthdayy. See you soon! (:
