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Tuesday, September 29, 2009


Would you just look at that picturee. She look sooooo prettyy! I looked at her Tagged profile then saw this picture. She never showed me before. But it looks so NICEEE! I can look at it everytime. Pretty girl she. And she's mine beybeh. Hehe. Love you babe. Muahmuahmuah.

Anw, I officially have a blog for a year now! Haha. I started on this day last year. 29th of September. Haha. Coolios. And i have 116 posts already. Haha. Okay done. =]

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Monday, September 28, 2009

Im here. Im your boyfriend. You can come to me. That's what im here for. Im not just someone that gives you a status of ATTACHED. Im here to help youu. But you don't come to me. You go to someone else. Don't let me mention who. What do you think that makes me feel? That he's better in this situations? I don't need anyone to meddle in my relationship stuffs. I can handle it by myself and i expected you to come to me and talk about it. You make me feel as if im useless in this thing. HE'S NOT BETTER THAN ME!

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Friday, September 25, 2009






Since there is nothing to do. Im gonna post about this year's Hari Raya. Our colour this year was Black and Silver design. As you can see. Its nice. I love it. Haha. It was kinda okay and kinda bad. Th first day was okayy. My brother din get to be with us on th morning of Hari Raya and only got to join us in th afternoon. Did th usual. Went to visit our late Grandma and Grandpa's Kubur. Always did it on th first day of Raya. Then went to visit my Uncle's house. And.. yeah that's basically it. Haha. The i went to buy a handphone, which is already spoiled. Fcuker. Haha. Then we went home. As my family is th oldest in my parents family, we waited for our cousins to come. And they did. And together we watched Manchester City against Manchester United. And fuck Man City lost. Damn it. It was an awesome match. Haha. I was th only one who supports Man City. Everyone else supports Man United. Haha. So yea, That's my first day of Raya.

Second day. I went to Johor. Visit my Uncle there. And also met my cousin. Poor him he gotta stay there. He have no friends there. Th house is nice and definitely cheap. There were empty houses for sale there and my parents was thinking to buy it. So i dunknwwww. Haha. Then after Johor, we went to my auntie's house and blablabla. And that's it.

My collection was okay. Not much. Way lesser than last year. Got around 150 dollars. Or more i dunknw. But most of them used up for that handphone which got spoiled a few days after. Damn it. Haha.

Havent go out with friends yet. Dunknw if i am going out with them. No one's talking about it so ya. Dunknww laaa.

So yea. That's it. My Hari Raya for th Year 2009. =]

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Thursday, September 24, 2009




When you thought you are her prince charming. You swept her off her feet. You are everything she could ask for. You thought you are th one for her. Sometimes you feel all that is not true.
Im being negative. I know. But th things that happening lately just makes me think this way.
I did talk to her. And she said its all not true. Im happy to hear that. But..

Th last thing i would ever want is to lose someone so dear to me. Not at this point of time. I just cant. I wonder what is missing? What am i lacking? Or worse. what have i changed? She fell in love with me that very day. What did i not have that day now? What did i change? I just dunknw.

Im sorry im saying this. But I just telling whats in my mind. But i trust your words. Everything's okay. So i shldnt think much right? So yah.

Iloveyousomuch. Iloveyou.

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Im facing th worse time in my life. I thought things will go smoothly. But no. Its not. Its getting worse. I spoiled my handphone. Once again. I hurt my face. I always make probelms in my lovelife. I dunknw. I tried talking it out but im still feeling it. Why is this happening. Karma? But wrg did i do?

I need someone to be here. I need someone right now. I need someone to share what im feeling. I need someone to make me feel better. I need someonee...

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Th thought of you waking up everyday, and thinking everything that happened everyday, th thing you do daily, live with it everyday, all this while you thought it was what you wish for is true and you're living it for every single day, ends up knowing its all LIES.

Its sad, heartbreaking and disspointing. I dunknw what else to do. Its so unexpected. I dunknw what to say, i dunknw how to react to this. Its just so shocking and suprising. One question i want to ask and find out is why. Thats all i nid now. I've reached th limit. I dun think i can take this anymore. No more. Its just too much.

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Saturday, September 19, 2009

This year's Raya is so much different compared to last year. Well of course, things will change every single year.

I want to talk about last 2 years Hari Raya. I was Secondary 3 then. I went out Raya with Helmi, Dian, Hanis, Hasroy, Lina and Zaki. Yeah, thats it if im not wrong. We went to a couple of houses and stuff. I rememberd Helmi with a mohawk. Haha. And th colours were... Dian and Helmi wore PURPLE. Lina and Zaki wore Red. Those four were couples. Dian and Helmi, Lina and Zaki. Hahaha. Then i think i wore Red. But i forgot what Hasroy and Hanis wore. Haha. That day was fun. Cnt really remember much.

Now lets talk about last year's Hari Raya. Kay, I remebered i went out with Hasroy, Hanis, Shah, Izzuan, Syida, Myra, Junaidah, Emilia, Diyanah, Ashhy and Amira. It was a bigger group for sure. And yeah, we met up with Helmi after that. So he was with us too. Like usually, went to people's houses and stuff. Th colours were... Hasroy wore Grey, Hanis and Izzuan wore Orange. Me, Diyanah and Emilia wore Green, Shah, Syida and Junaidah wore Black, Myra wore Red, Amira and Ashhy wore White. A mix of colours. Cool. It was a funfun day. I think i have a post abt it in my blog. Cool. It was a day to be remembered. We took a picture showing hand signs at Izzuan's house. Haha. Funny shit.

How is it going to be this year? Better? Or worse? We'll see. Thr is a bigger group of friends now. So anws, that last 2 years was awesome. Thanks to th people that were thr. Funfun day. =D

Anw, Slamat Hari Raya. Its officially Raya nw. Damn time flies. So yeah, Wishing you people a Slamat Hari Raya! Enjoy your day later on!

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Ape khabar semuenye. Saye kemendakan skg. Dan kepenatan. Was totally busy finishing up th decpration of th house. Got plenty more to do. Still got places to paint. Bleahhh. Tired.

So yeah. Finally got to use th freaking comp. But i nid to bathe. Haha. All smelly. Bleahhh. So i blog for a while. But guess what? I have ntg to blog about.

I'll think of something. I'll be back peeps. =D

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