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Wednesday, March 31, 2010


From IPod to IPhone to IPad and soon , its gna be iBoard andf IMat . It just may happen you know cause you nvr know what Stephen Wozniak , th founder of Apple has up his sleeves . Haha .

Hello Wello .

You guys wna know how i really feel nw ? You really wna know ? Im feeling estatic ! Haha . Nt really tht happy but im just happy with hw a few things are gg on in my life nw . My brother finally came hme . He had an accident yet again yesterday afternoon . Me and my parents got to know then we rushed to NUH . At first when i saw my brother being pushed to his ward , i thought his accident was bad . But luckily its nt tht bad only tht he has a fracture leg thts all . Th important thing is tht he is back hme ! Happy . A good feeling to see all 5 of my family members at hme when i wake up just nw . Chantekkk ~

Anws , FINALLY im starting werk tmrw . Haha . At 7 eleven of course . After quite a while waiting , finally i got it . So werking thr can give me something to do fer th free time i have so tht i wont do all those stupid stuffs . Oh wht am i saying , of course im still gna do . Haha . Im werking just to get some extra cash . And well , its only under my blk . So no worries . (Y)

Sorry fer th lack of updates . Ive been really tired evr since tht party at Azzura . Haha . Ohs wells , i update more next time . Tc peeps ! (:


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Sunday, March 28, 2010


Hahaha ! Stupid blonde bitch . Chek .

Hello .

How you guys doing tdy ? Haha . Alrights lets talk abt how Sandra's party was . Its was alright . Almost awesome . It was actually a party to celebrate Sandra's sister bday . And as well Sandra's but her bday is on th 30th March . Kay , how was it huh ? Kay before tht , lets talk wht i did fer th whole day .

Kay , i met Hasroy before meeting Love . Tht day was kinda hard fer me . Totally short of cash . Th one thing tht made me so fed up was tht i wanted to top up 5 dollars fer my ezlink but tht stupid mrt person go and top up 10 bucks . And 10 bucks was th only money i had fer th whole time im outside yesterday . Peh binget . So met Hasroy before meeting Love at VivoCity . Sat ard with Hasroy until it was time to head to VivoCity . When i reached VivoCity , i played a lil game with Love . I was supposed to find her ard VivoCity . You imagine leh , tht big place called VivoCity and i was supposed to find her . Haha . It was really hard and i end up giving up and she told me whr she was . We were thr to find present fer her friend . But we din managed to find any . After tht we met Taufik and Wardah at Boon Lay to play pool . It was alright until when its time to go off . Love was a lil moody . Hmm . Lets nt talk abt tht . Overall , it was fun meeting up with Love again . <3 you .

After tht , made my way to Sentosa . My bad luck , i left my specs with Love . And i had to tahan th pain using th freaking contact lens . Haha . Took th train , drop at Outram Park . Bumped into Helmi and Diyanah . Asked them to join th party as well so i went with them . When we reached . Th party started but wasnt tht fun yet and Sandra wasnt thr yet too . Oh yaa , she made th party at Azzura . Got to say a great place to hold a party . They booked one side of Azzura so yeaa , tht whole part was fer us . Sad tht i din bring any extra clothes , if i did , i culd have joined th othrs go swimming and stuff . Haha . So slowly evrybody came and yea , th party became more lively . It was fun . When th drinks came , thts when chaos starts . Chekk . I was kinda tipsy and quite a few was pretty drunk bad . Haha . Had to take care a few of them . Some of them are funny looking when they were drunk . Ohh wait , evryone's funny looking when theyre drunk . Haha . So yeaa , partied until th end and we slacked at Sentosa until th bus service started . I went back to Kiran's house cause i had to go Woodlands to meet Wardah and take my specs . So after all tht then i went home . So overall , it was alright . And Happy Bday Nana ! Nana is Sandra's sister though . So dont be confused . Haha .

Ohs wells . Now im kinda moody . Because of something la . But shldnt put much thought into because evrything gna be ohkay . (: So yeaa , until next update peeps . Take care ! (:

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Friday, March 26, 2010


Hamanah-hamanah-hamanah ~ so hot laaaaa . People , presenting my obession , crush , or whtever you call it . Im all abt this chick here ! Mischa Barton ♥ !

Hello .

Seriously , i cant stop looking at her . Been admiring this celebrity here since i watched The O.C a couple of years ago . Then read Mira Joyy's tumblr , and btw , this girl is obssesed abt Seth and Summer , another 2 people in th show , i decided to watch th show all over again . And guess wht , i fell in love with Mischa Barton again . Ahhhhhh ~ (Y)

Kay enough of talking abt something i WILL NEVER get . Haha . Me getting with Mischa Barton is like .. waiting fer Singapore to snow . Haha . Cause it will nvr happen . Haha . If i get to meet her is alrdy good enough fer me . Haha . Even guys got celebrity crushes kayy ? Haha . Gahhh , Mischa Barton . Kay daa .

Anws , th outing tmrw . Bleahhhh ~ it was alrdy planned yesterday . Me , Anna , Wardah and Taufik gna go out to Vivo and catch a movie , " How To Train Yer Dragon 3D " . Then after tht go slack at th Vivo rooftop or something . Me and Anna was all hyped up fer this outing . But then Taufik called me saying tht tmrw Wardah might nt make it . Bleahhhh ~ nw i feel all malas want to go alrdy . And i bet Anna feels th same way too . Now alrdy shes in kind of bad mood to even text me . Bleahh ~ well , idk wht to do fer tmrw afternoon before Sandra's birthday party at Sentosa . Bleahh ~

Yea , speaking abt th party . Tmrw is Sandras birthday party . Yay ! Shes making it at Azzura . Yeaa , i cant wait really to go . Though its gna be awkward because it has been a while since ive meet up with them . I mean Fitri , Sandra , Lisa all . Haha . I miss them really . So yeaa , finally meeting them tmrw . Haha . Gna party th hell out tmrw . Hope its gna be great .

So yeaa , thts my plan tmrw . So gna be back blogging on Sunday . Till then readers of mine . Taking care ! :D

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Thursday, March 25, 2010

Hahahahaaha ! I think you need more than just a credit card of you have tht short of a dick ! Haha !

Hello Mello Jello !

I may be typing " Hahahaha ! " but i dont think im actually laughing tht much . Though looking at tht pic did made me smile a lil but i just dont feel like laughing or smiling much . I dont know . Maybe its because of wht happened earlier today . Do i want to share it out ? I dont think so . It alrdy settled right ? I am th better person in this . So yeaa , i dont see any reason why im feeling all this , but i sure do feeling it alot nw . Kay daa , lets shh abt this .

Anws , im finding stuffs on th internet to make me smile and stuff . I know th first thing tht comes in all of you readers yellow minded mind is tht i will look fer porn . NO ! i did not . Haha . I look at th kind of pictures tht i uploaded recently . Thrs a website full of funny kinds of pics . Try gg to go.funpic.hu . Awesome website . Hahaha ! And also , many videos at youtube is great as well . Some series videos like RayWilliamJohnson's Equals 3 and BreakingNYC is awesome , you shld go check it out . He's a funny guy . And one thing you should go watch . I found it at Dian's profile . Its The Annoying Orange ! Hahaah ! Funny like hell sia . Annoying but super duper funny . Hahaah ! I leave th links at th end of my post tdy . Haha . Go check it out !

Ohs wells , at leas i cn still laugh and stuff . At least i try to make myslef laugh and stuff . Da la , no point thinking . Thrs no reason to even think abt it anymore . I shall end th post here . Till next update . Take Cares ! (:

Links : BreakingNYC : http://www.youtube.com/user/BreakingNYC
Equals 3 : http://www.youtube.com/user/RayWilliamJohnson
The Annoying Orange : http://www.youtube.com/user/realannoyingorange

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010


I give you th worst image yer mind can evar take ! Muahahaha ! But seriously , tht is one big fat ass man . O.o

Hello .

Cant believe i actually slept fer like freaking long hours man . I must have did something tht made me felt so tired yesterday . But i fergot wht i did yesterday . Hmm . Anws , after i wake up , i checked my phone and i got like alot of missed calls from Love . I texted her after tht but then she hasnt reply me . I wonder whyy .

Yeaa , im still feeling tired nw . My eyes are like hard to open . Its like i must forcing it to open . Bleahh . Dont know la . Oh yaa , i had a dream yknow . Gawdd , scarey dream . Nvr i want it to happen in real life . It has something to do between me , Love and our past . Damn scarey sia . I nvr want it to happen . :/

This Saturday , am i gg out with Love ? I think i am . Haha . Will confirm with her soon . So fer nw , im still feeling tired . I wna lie down again . Till next time . :D

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Tuesday, March 23, 2010


Dont think I dont know you fuckers do this whenever you chat with me and type all tht out ! Hahaha ! Kidding . Thts why i hate using all those short forms -.-

Hello .

Im just updating before im gg out tdy . Like i said , gg out with Hasroy . Dont really knw wht plans we have tdy . We'll just see wht we can do later on . Haha . So yeaa , will update later when i get hme . So fer nw ,till next update . (Y)

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Monday, March 22, 2010


If Singapore evar have tht kind of bus stop , i will ask Hanis to test it out first and we all will see his real weight . Haha . Confirm funneh shit . Haha !

In a very lazy mood to update . So nt gna post anything much . Takring care . :D

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Sunday, March 21, 2010


So true la . Years go by , they make more and more different kind of toothpaste . With a new name tht makes it sounds like its soo good . But i wonder whts th difference . Haha .

Hello .

I just came back frm th LFI seminar . It was great . Seeing all my othr co workers getting promoted to Directors . Some made it in a span of 3 months . Tht gave me th motivation to do th same too . Alongside my sister , im sure we are gna make it as well . Haha . :D im really tired . I almost fell asleep throughout th talk . But i did hear most of wht they said . Haha . Very very motivational . Kewl . Haha . But still , very th tired . Bleahhh .

Now is th Manchester United against Liverpool . Of course im supporting th Red Devils . Haha . They lost twice to Liverpool alrdy so hoping it wnt happen again . So go Red Devils !

I miss Nana so much . Hmm . Really . I really wna meet her . But its hard cause we're living at th othr side of singapore . Shes at Jurong , im at Yishun . Its nt tht far though , but its still hard fer us to meet . We have another date coming up . Hehhhh ~ cant wait laaaa . So yeaa , just updating abit . Off to watch th match ! Chincalos . Till next update peeps ! :D

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Golem's Mistress . Evry guy's dream girl . NOT ! Swear , i feel like puking evrytime i see this . Im gna feel like puking whenevr i go my blog nw . -.- haha !

Hello .

How you guys doing ? Just updating fer a while . I stayed at hme tdy . Its a saturday and i stayed hme . Bleahh . Saturdays are getting boring nw . Haha . Actually my dad wanted to bring my family to th Resort World . Try out evrythng thr . But end up din go . I dnt knw why . Haha . Ohs wells . Tmrw i have a seminar at Victoria Concert Hall . Its an LFI seminar . I guess im gna just give it a shot . Follow my sister . Hmm . See hw la . Anws , Im still waiting to start werk at 7 eleven . Long sia . Tsk . Ohs wells .

I dnt knw wht else to update really . My mind is totally blank tdy . Im gna stop here . Sorry fer th short post . Till next update . (:

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Thursday, March 18, 2010


The 2 most impt things in my life right nw . Th things tht i need to complete my life . And im werking my way up to it .

Hello .

Yeaa , lately my life is filled with thoughts . Thoughts of hw to make my life better . Thoughts of hw to get those 2 things to finally complete my life . Ive got to say , when it comes to money , i think ive reach tht age whr i have to start earning my own money . Earning money fer myself and also my family . I must stop depending on my parents and siblings fer all th money i need fer myself . Its a scarey thought though . Thinking of hw hard its gna be earning yer own money . Thank gawd ive got a job fer myself . Even if its nt tht good of a job , i have to start small . Hope frm here , things are gna go my way . Hopefully .

Love . Honestly , im sick and tired of it . Im sick and tired of finding and searching evrywhr fer th right one fer me . Im sick and tired of giving it a try with evry girl tht comes in my life . All tht i did give a shot at it just ends up th same . It started off great but it will end in a such bitter way . So , i hope , with th one ive found nw . She will be th one . I wnt make this one th same as th othr r/s i had in th past . This is gna be different . I have to make it different . I love her . Im gna make it happen . :D

Like i said , im gna start making a difference in my life . I have to . Its abt time . Love , go through this with me alright ? I need you by my side . <3

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010


This just proves tht guys are th one making th money . No offence to th girls out thr . Haha ! This is just funny . Haha .

Hello peeps !

Hw you guys doing tdy ? Im doing normal . Like totally normal . Not great . Its kinda boring tdy . Haha . I ate alot tdy . Like alot . Gawdd im gna be fat . Cannot . Later Love dont want me liao . Haha . Fakee ~ so yeaa . Tdy seems really dull tdy . I forgot ehat i did . Hasroy and th othrs came to my house . They wanted to dye their hair . Rumah aku da mcm saloon . Haha ! So yeaa , i dyed my hair too . And i hate my hair , i put alot of bleach on it but still not much colour comes out after i wash it off . Binget sio . Haha ! Slacked with them fer a while then they went hme .

I hardly go out this holiday . I still have 3 more weeks of holiday . Woahs right ? Still waiting to start werking at 7 eleven . Most prolly i will start tmrw . I really hate my timing at werk . It eats up my night time . Haha . So you guys wont see me online much at night anymore . Its gna be boring though . But hey , its fer th money . So think positive adeey ! Haha . Someone feels sad tht i will start werking at night . But i hope things wont change between us kay ? Cause i may have not much time to spend with you . But i'll try my best . I wont forget you . Hehh ~ i hope you wont too . Love you , Love ! Sounds weird . Haha !

Ahh , feels great to be in love again yknw ? This just might be gna be th best if it's gna happen . I planned something fer her . Hope it will go well . And hope she wnt spoil it ! She cnt be serious yknw . Hope she cn be when we have our serious moment whenever . Haha . Cute la she . Haha .

Actually , i dnt knw what to update tdy . Seriously . Blanko Manko . Tsk ~ Oh yeaa , im missing alot of ppl . Haha . Ohs wells . Kay laa , till next update . Sorry fer th very short post . Traking cares . Im in love with LOVE ! Heh ~ :D

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Tuesday, March 16, 2010


I think i found my flower yet again . Th only flower among all th green grass . After so much green grasses i plucked off . Finally i found tht flower once again . (:

Hello !

Updating fer tdy , March 16th , 2010 . Haha . Feeling so formal . So hw you guys doing tdy ? Im doing alright . I woke up pretty late tdy . Haha . After trying so hard to use th web sms on th comp last night . I gave up . I went to sleep and tried again th time i woke up . Thank gawd it werk-ed . Haha . Can finally msg Love . Life's so hard using pp8 . Cpt low sia . Peh binget .

Oh yeaa . I got a job . At 7 eleven . And guess whr ? Right below my blk ! Hahaha ! So easy fer me . Its so near . I like . Haha . So yea , got a job nw . And im gna start put my life back on track . Aku nk buat hidop aku terator lagi . Haha . Enuf of fooling ard . I need to get serious in my life . Maybe a lil fooling ard . But more to serious . But i still wna be Power Ranger and meet up with Zordon . Haha ! Right roy ? Aku da gaji nnt aku bo kn kau uh kay ? Chekkk . Haha . So yea , hope with this job i got , will help with my life . I need to start living . Like independently . (Y)

" Love , please . I beg you . Dont make th probelm youre thinking abt nw something tht might hold us back . I can see we culd have something so special between us happening . Pls dont let tht go to waste . Dont feel guilty abt what happened between me and her last time . It is really nt because of you . I had my reasons and im sure you knw th reasons too . So pls . Dont have these thoughts . Its killing me to see you thinking alot like this . Whatever it is , dont let tht thought get th better of you and pls trust my werds when i say it , It Is Not Your Fault . Kay ? Smile now . (: "

So yeaa , ntg much to talk abt nw . Im kinda lost of mood nw . So till next update . Traking cares .

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Monday, March 15, 2010

I would rather free fall off th plane if th captain of th plane annouce that out ! Haha !

Hello !

How are you peeps doing ? Great ? Haha . Fer me , im doing alright . My holidays started . It started since last Friday actually . Im gna have holidays way up until 12th April . Haha ! Long huh ? Kewl shit . But i dont know what im gna do fer that month of holiday . A whole god damn month . I need a job . That can keep me busy . That " job " i went fer just suck eggs . Its nt really a job . Its more of a business . I rather nt get myself involved in such stuff . Scareyyyy ~ haha . So yeaa , i need a better job . I might go fer Khai's job . Th one at Orchid Country Club . Werk at Banquet . 6 bucks per hour and its daily paid . Yea , most prolly will try out that job . Werk evryday and get paid daily evryday ? Fuhhhh ~ , syiok doh . So yeaa , maybe gna call Khai up and tell him .

Currently doing ntg much on th comp . Just chatting with my friends and Love . Love also got mood swings . Haha . Yea , currently doing that . Kinda bored . Maybe i shld have went fer Zirca .. Nehh , dont think so . Its best to stay hme . Haha . Oh yeaa , my spectacles broke . Stupid shop , i asked them to tighten my specs cause it was loose . She did it until it broke . And she acts as if its not a big deal . Aku Lesing baru tauuu ~ siak tol . Thank gawdd Shah is kind enuf to buy me a pair of contacts . But he called earlier and said he wants me to pay back . I shld have expect that to happen . Haha .

Im very th boredddd ~ my eyes are hurting . I have to wear this contact lens if nt i wnt be able to play th comp . Cause evrything will be so blurry . Aku kn potek . Haha . Everyone is aslp nw at hme . Its so quiet . Hahah . Ohs wells . I dont know what else to update . Im still waiting fer Love to finish updating her blog . Haha . I so wna readdddd ~ kay then . Till next update peeps . Takring cares ! (:


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Sunday, March 14, 2010

When Chinta Meets Love ~


Hello Wello !

Suppp ?! Currently just got hme , relaxed fer a while and nw start blogging abt my day today . I mean Saturday . Haha . It was tiring . Very tiring , but overall it was awesome . Haha ! (:

Like i said before , had an outing with mie OWNER . Haha . And 2 of her friends , which are my 2 new friends nw , Taufik and Wawa . Firstly , i was late . Hehhhhh ~ sorreh deh . Was supposed to meet them at 3 but instead i came at 345 . HAHAH ! Sorreh again . They waited at Cinelesure . Planned to go to catch a movie so we made our way to buy tickets . We din really knw what to watch . After much consideration , we wanted to watch Alice in Wonderland . But sadly , th seats are like so little left . Then Nana said she wuld love to see Cops Out . This is when th bad luck starts . We din knw that Cops Out was M18 . Dgn semangat , i booked th tickets . Forgetting that only me and Taufik was 18 and above . After th tickets were bought then we realised . -.- tried to ask fer refund but they say they couldnt refund fer us . -.- sad rightt ? End up we bought th tickets fer nothing . I and taufik culdnt possibly watch th movie and leave th girls alone . It was a double date after all . So we decided to just nt watch th movie .

The we go mkn . Seriously , it very th kecoh ard them . Hahah . Tgh mkn pn bley kecoh . Nana brought us to this Indon restaurant , * da darah indon tetap darah indon jgk eyh Love ? * haha . So yea , we ate there . They ate thr actually . I had a cup of Teh Sorso . Fav dohhh ! Hahah . After eating we went to find th Pool shop . Pool as in snooker pool . We din knw really whr had th shop . So we walked ard Lucky Plaza , nadaa ~ . Ard Far East Plaza , nadaa ~ until then we realise thr was on at Cinelesuree . Haha . Had to walk all th way bck thr . Reached thr , played pool . It was very fun . Wawa looked like a " pro " and Nana looked so cute trying to play pool . ut she did pretty well fer someone who dnt really like playing pool so goood job ! Haha . After all that , we walked ard town until when its th time to go hme . Took th train send Nana bck and headed hme . Thats basically my day tdy . Coolios .

I . Am . Very . Very . Worned . Out . Cause . Of . All . The . MELATAH ! Haha . Gawdd . I was tickled non stop by Nana . She looked like she really enjoyed tickling me . Haha . Until Wawa and Taufik disturbed me too . Chitots btol . Penat siaa . Haha . But nemind , i got to do it to Nana too . So fair and sqaure . (Y)

Lastly , thanks guys . It was great with you guys . And Love , it was great meeting you fer th first time . Hope to get to meet you again yaaa ? Hehh . <3

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Thursday, March 11, 2010


Siti Ruhana Binte Abdul Wahab


Hello !

Kay , both of us decided to update our blogs abt each othr . Haha . That girl up thr is my
" Owner " . Since im her " Kambeng " . Many things i cn sayy abt her . Her nickname is Nana Beylooh . And i must say she suits her name very well . She cn be so th BELO at times . Funneh sia . Sad that she dnt remember my full name and my birthday . Haha . Da belo ape nk buat ? Kay fakefake . It has been quite a while since i knw her . Bleyy dikatekn lame jgk la . She has been an awesome friend to me . Helped me out with th things in my life and all . I wuld like to thank her that . Thanks Nana . And thanks fer being thr fer me in my time of need and all . And sorry if you had to bear with my mood swings at certain times . Haha . I knw it cn get a lil irritating . Haha . Thankiewwww ~ . (:

She calls me many things you know ! Haha ! From Mat Indon , to Kambeng , to Chinta , and th newest one is AHDEELATAH . Sungguh tak kewl kn ? Haha . Ohs wells . As long as she likes it . One more thing i see abt her is that she is really2 photogenic . Like really . She looks great in her pics . Shldnt compliment her much . Nanti kembang . Chekkkk . Haha . Anws , abt my recent problem . Hais , she keeps on saying she feels guilty . I dnt want her to feel that way cause its really nt her fault . I decided nt to post abt th problem here in my blog . Its kinda personal . She knws th full story . So im begging you Nana . DNT FEEL GUILTY ! Its is totally nt your fault . I will keep on saying it to you when we meet up on Saturday . I will do it if you still feel that way ! Haha !

Speaking of Saturday , after quite a while knwing her , finally this Saturday im gg out with her . Its a date i guess ? Haha . Idk . Gg out with her and her friend and her friend's crush . That is what she said la . Haha . So yeaa , finallyyyyyy ~ . Haha . I need to delay some time to post this blogpost cause she said she wants to post her first so i cn read it . Haha . Pelik little girl ~ . So yeaaa , * WAITING * . Haha . Did i mention ? That pic of her is my personal favourite ? Hahah ! Love that pic ! :p . Its weird uh with her . Its a good weird though . Idk . Very th pelik . Enta laaaa . Haha . Ewahhh , lambat nye dek nie post . Haha . Kay la , im just gna post . Nahh , read this owner ! Haha ! Till next update peeps . Takring care !

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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Hello .

Its 2:53 am . I cnt possibly put myself to sleep . My mind is light . It feels like its floating around nowhr . So cool .

But my mind wont be like that forever . It has to think sometimes . Like nw . Im confused . I really am confused . Just fer all of you to knw . Im attached . Somewhat attached . Of course it feels great . But im just confused . I dn knw abt my feelings . It feels weird . Sometimes my heart is thr . Sometimes its somewhr else . I dn knw .

I cnt keep it . I have to let it out and i did . And i somewhat regretted what i did but somehow think that what i did is right ? Haiss . Shes gone . Thats fer sure . This sheep has no owner nw . Chinta has no more partner named Love . Hmm . This is what i asked fer . I deserved this . Have to agree this feeling sucks to th core . Only gawd knws hw suckish this feels . Shes goneee . :/

Shldnt ask fer more . Live with what you have . :/ Tc. Tll next update .

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Sunday, March 7, 2010


Fuckk . This is freaking saddddd . I culdnt be thr when shes leaving . Got to knw her flight is at 6am nt 6pm . Hais . Met her just nw fer a while . They are ton-ing at th airport . So i cnt be thr . I have schl tmr . Her flight is at 6am tmrw . Gawdddd . So i got to send her to th bus stop . I cried . Im gna miss her so fucking badly . Hoping she dn have to go . But it's too late . Hais .
Alrdy missing you Sarah Jane White . Missing you alot . ]:

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Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hello .

Updating fer tdy . Bored thats why . Tdy is Saturday . Planned many things fer tdy . But th plans keep changing . Firstly , planned with Mary to watch movie , but dnt knw what happened , it din happened . Then planned to go karaoke-ing with my bruhs . That somewhat din happened too . Fuckk . Then Fitri all asked to meet up cause tdy will be Sarah's last Saturday in Singapore . So yea , prolly meet them later .

Having mood swings . Hate it . Fuck . Evrything feels wrg . Feels irritating . Feel like throwing evrything around . Sial sak . Pfffftttttttttt .

I want to go Marina Square tdy . Got our own spot to slack thr . Veryvery relaxing place . Roy will sure wna go . Da la . So tkde mood . Bye .

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Thursday, March 4, 2010

Hello .

Hw you guys doing tdy ? Kinda have a habit of updating evry 2 days . So updating tdy fer my readers . Chekkkk . *still dn knw if i do have readers or nt* . Haha . Anws , like ive said umpteen times . Im gg through a life changing probelms nw . My personal life , my family , my friends .

My family , something that had nvr happened to my family before , happened . But nw , its solved . Only nw my dad is starting to fall sick more . Kinda worried yknw . Hais . But nw im glad my sister is alright nw . I despise that guy who did that to my sister . Dn let me see him outside . Im gna make his life a living hell . I promise with my life i will . Asshole chibai . Crapass . But alhamdulillah syukur , my sis is alright . [:

My friends . Not really a problem . Just that im losing friends , but at th same time , making more . So yeaa , i just miss my old friends . Feel like approaching them once in a while . But its gna feel awkward . So i dn knw . Maybe i shld just live my life nw . Its alright nw . So i shldnt ask more than what im given . So yeaaa .

My personal life . Gawdddddd . This is what is bugging me nw . Totally bugging me . Im just gna be straightforward .

I . Want . You . Hehs .

Buttt ~ you make it hard yknw . I dn knw what you feel . You dn want to tell me . So i dn knw . You make me feel like im " Syiok-sendiri " . So i dn knw what to do . Maybe like what you said is th thing fer us . Good friends ? Hais . If it makes you happy then thats what we gna be . [: Dn think im talking abt someone else this time tawukkk ? Hahah . Nnt paiseh lagi . Cuteeeee ~ haha . Kay shhh .

Im All Confusedddddd ~ hais .

So yeaaaaa . Thats hw my life is nw . Im happeh . I think . Thanks fer evrything . Till next update peeps . Takring cares !

@ 10:13 PM


Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Totally crapness yknow . Only gawd knws hw i feel nw . I dn want this situation . I really dn want this . Hw i wish i cn just do something abt this . Th cupid sure get me with his arrow . Fuckkkkk ~ .
I want her to knw . Really i doo . But hw ? Grrrrr !

I just want to run awayyyyyy . But no , as a Joe , im gna face this . I need to talk to her . I must . Im gna . Here goes nothing .

@ 7:48 AM


Monday, March 1, 2010


Sarah Jane White . This noisy , funneh , full of crap girl , My Bestfriend :D
Im gna miss her so much ! She's leaving fer indon . She's gna stay thr . She will leave next monday . Aint that sad ? Im sure gna be thr when she's leaving .
Gawddd . She sure left many memories behind . All th while that i knw her , all th stupid stuffs she did nvr fails to make me laugh and smile . Her dancing , her screaming , her attitude of eating weird things , her stupid stories . Gawdd . All those times i spent with her at her house , town and all . Im gna cryy .
Love you Sarah Jane White . Always . Tc thr ! Im gna miss you so much ! :D

@ 11:34 PM