Its been a while eversince we had such feelings for each other eh ? Remember the last time ? Lol . It wasn't as hard as how it is now . Because the last time I could really feel your love for me . But now -.- HAHAHA . Oh well , maybe because we've finally gotten much more serious ? (:
And I must apologise for the many small arguements we've been having for the past few days . Sorry eh sweet ? (: Hehehe ! Well I don't start off arguements w/o any reason right -.- There will always be a reason to everything I do . So I hope you understand uh . Cause I got a feeling you think that im being really unreasonable . Really , I feel it . Whatever I do , I will tend to look into the future as well . Cause I don't wanna hurt anyone in any way , mainly you sweet . Do you know that im really afraid of hurting your feelings ? You're someone so v close to my heart , I hate hurting you . And in our situation , its hard to give my 101% of love to you . Well , you know what I mean (: But in the end , I won't leave you alone . I will never and I promise you that okay ? Im not like that bitch who makes use of people and their feelings towards her . I don't abuse love . Well , at least I try not to . Im trying my best love (: I really am . I wanna make you happy once again . The cheerful Adeey I once knew . Not the current one (:
Oh ! Wanna know some of the reasons that made me develop feelings for you ? Im sure you do , (: Hahaha ! Well , I love chatting w you . Not really chat as in wyd and stuff . Not like that . But the conversations we have are really fun and you never fail to make me smile or laugh. Now who wouldn't like that? (: Hehe . Sometimes when we webcam , I see you smile & it makes me smile too . & You have a v cute smile do you knowwww ? You don't ! So im telling you now . Hahaha !! ((: What else what else ? Oh , your eyes (: There's something special about it when you look into my eyes . I've never told you this before but hell im telling you now . Hahah ! Note: Face to face , not in the webcam uh . Your webcam v blur i can't even see your eyes properly -.- LOL ! And most importantly , the beautiful memories we had last time . Remember ? Internet love . HAHA , cause we never met before that time . Hahaha ! (: Everything was really sweet don't you think so ? Better agree ! Haha ! Well thats about it . There's more but my brain just isn't working well right now -.- Lol -
Last but not least . About the problems you're having now , ive been there . So we're kinda going through the same shit . Look at me now . Im much more happier than I was before . And you should be expecting this too okay (: Everything takes time and w a relationship you had w her last time , needs months to heal . Whatever it is , I want you to know that im always behind/beside you . Hehehe ! I promise okay ♥ And this entry shall be the prove of my love & promise towards you . (:
May our love never die ♥ Iloveyousomuch Adeey . *Hugs, Xoxo .
