Th thought of her telling that everything will be th same after i bring back th old me makes me happy. But when th thought of knowing i am not with her now slips by, it turns happy to th worst feeling ever.
Yes true she said we can still be like how we are after some time but th thought of she not being with me, she's not together with me and knowing that she already have someone/s new to be thr for her just aches me. She does have many waiting for her. That just aches me.
I have to be proud of myself, that i got myself th most beautiful, sweet, caring, close to perfect girl i can ever get. And i got to be even more proud that i could make her stay with me for almost 10 months. She has given me alot. She teaches me stuff i nvr know. She gave me unforgettable memories. She gave th best happiest, worst, saddest and many other moments. Haha. Joke. All those thoughts, just keep coming to me. I dun think its possible to get over her.
Maybe its because i dunwan to get over her. To me, she's just that girl i wanna see every single day. Talk to every single day. Just be thr with her every single there. She's th girl i can nvr get bored with. Maybe that's it. Yes, we are not together now. But i will make my way to geeting you back with me. I will be that person you want me to be. Iloveyou. Iloveyousomuch.
