Im confused. I dunknw what to do. There's just alot in my mind. If i do something, it will make things worse. I dunknw what to do. Why is it so complicating? Why cant i just feel normal with everything that is going on? I hate feeling this way. But i am feeling it right now. Arghh. I dont think blogging about it helps. I have to be positive. I must. Help...