Im scared, and having thoughts like no other. I may have did something really stupid in my whole life. I may also ruin someone's life totally. If all this did happened. I dunknw what else i can do. I am not ready for all this.
All i can do now is hope all this is just a false alarm. Its nothing. Gosh i am such an asshole. I shldnt have done it. GOSH. She dun deserve this. Wait, its not really confirmed. But...
What will happen to me? What will happen to her if all this happen? Our lives will be dead and gone. Gosh. Gosh. GOSH! Why oh why? Im sorry. =[
If only. Those must be the two saddest words in the world - Mercedes Lackey