Its the 10th of July. Tmr is th 11th and every 11th is my special day with a special special gerl that has walked in my life. I had many first times with her. Alot. Haha. Our first few months were awesome. We had fun. Awesome fun. That picyure is recently. We had our triple date outing. That was a fun day. Haha. We are reaching our 5th mth now. Tmr is our 5th mth. I promised her an awesome 5th mth. But due to my state and probelms, i failed to do that. I know she is soo dissapointed. Recently, we had our fights, arguments. I dun blame her for all that. At th end of th days that we had our fights and arguments. I know its all my fault. I dun meet her much. We have not spent much time together like before. She feels distant towards me. I hate that too but i cant do anything abt it. Hais.
I knw she tried to understand but i know she cant take it anymore as well. But i hope she can still know that i still love her. My love grew more with this porblem happeneing. I just want her to knw that. Im really sorry for all th things that happened recently. Im trying my best to make things like b4. I am. And i hope things will be like before. I love you. Hope you get to read this. Im sorry.
Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair. - William Cowper
