" Ed , Edd , Eddie "

2010-10-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

haha . this was raye this year . it does brought back th memories of 2008 . tht was what we planned to do . not much but still yeas .

anyhoos , my throat is killing meh ! ive been coughing and coughing la . like idk whens th last time tht i din cough . shittxzxz . and thrs not a medicine at home , which makes things worse . bleahh ~

i had my off day today . now im at home . tadi klua jap . now back home . but i did stay home most of th time today . ive not been staying home for quite a while . because of werk of course . infact , im werking again tmrw . damnzxz . see la , been werking too much , i start to miss werk after only a day off . haha . so yeaa . gahh , i need to rest . really . blog again next time .

2010-10-27T01:56:00.006+08:00

kay . blog dusty gler . lame siul tak pegang . sejak2 da werking man ni . haha . anyhows , i miss blogging . so imma blog for this time . just to update , im now werking at FISH and CO . haha . i joined faisal and roy . its been 4 months alrdy . linca pe time . manymany superduper thing happened manzx recently . thrs alot i can just let out but i chose not to . so imma be quiet abt it . if nt this post is gna be damn long la . i like how things are gg now . except for th fact tht i have nt been gg schl . and i must . me shall not sleep tonight . if i do sleep , say byebye . i wont wake up on time fer schl . bleahrghhhhzxzxzxzx .

kay . i want to continue typing but i dont want . if not alot of craps will come out really . haha . kay la , gua stop . and yea , i miss tht self proclaimed ignorant girl . hahah . chiaos .

2010-05-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hahaha ~ poor Big Bird .

Hi thr .

I am forcing myself to update this blog of mine . Since tdy i got myself a day off frm werk , i shall make myself not lazy and update . Sooooo , whr did we last left abt wht happened recently ?

Oh yeaa , told you guys i got close to Deedee more . Yea , we're still close , but got abit of not good terms since th last time i posted a blogpost . Its nothing big , shall not elaborate it much . Evrythings alright now . Anyways , got to say , werking life is really boring . Like totally . Hard fer me to go out much . If i were to go out , is just to slack ard my area or with my friends . Not to town or whtever outing i used to have last time . Werking just tires me out . Like really , and when schl is added in as well . Not a good combination . Feel like just quitting . We'll see .

Talking abt being tired , i have been tired alot lately , many said its because of me werking . But this time , it feels different . Macam laen macam nye penat gtu . It made me think alot . Think of why im feeling tht tired . Still wondering if you must know . Gahhh , whtevaaa ~ anyways , i have not been meeting some people you know . Its like so hard to meet them up . And they are Shah Jukka and Syak Jarno . We used to meet up always . Now da seldom . I really miss them man . I sound gay but whteva , i really miss them . Th sad thing is , i hardly know wht has been gg on with them . Th last time i met them , many had happened , Kiran got a new gf , which btw is a not bad looking one , thumbs up fer him fer tht . Th thing is , i have missed out alot abt them due to not meeting them fer a veryvery long time . Oh wells , will try to make up time and start meeting them up like last time again . Helmi is in camp now , he started his NS alrdy , so its hard to meet him up as well . So yeaaa . So i can say tht life has not been th same lately .

But yeaa , im happy tht i dont have to werk tonight , if i had to . MATI I =.= hahahaha . To be honest , i dont know what th hell im updating here . I just type fer th sake of typing . Just letting out whtever wants to be let out . So im gna stop talking nonsense and end this post now . So till th next time when im not lazy to update . Tc peeps .

2010-05-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

Woahhh ~ longlonglong time since i posted something at this freaking blog . Haha . Sup , im back . Not really , im off to werk real soon . In 10 mins or so . Yeaaa .

Been totally busy man , with werk and schl and shit . Haha . Hardly have time to get on this comp and actually do random stuffs anymore . I am usually werking or sleeping like a pig . Hahah . Now i understand how tiring werking life can be . It is freaking tiring . Bleahh , but its all fer th money baby . Haha .

Anws . besides me being all busy with werk and schl , things have changed . In many ways . Most of it are personal stuffs . Shall not elaborate abt it cause i am not proud of wht had happened . Despite all that , i am close to tht girl once again . Haha , yeaa , its Deedee Drastic . Been spending much time with her . Catching up on each othr . Finally . Cause last time , thr was a huge obstacle between us to even get in contact . Haha . Now its better . Butbut , if you guys shld ask , im not together with her kay , though our status at FB shows married , we're are officially together but im proud to say we are very close to each othr . She needs company fer her situation now , and im happy to be her company . (: othr personal things abt us is between me and her so yeaa . Heh .

Kaykay , shall not post much if not id be late . Even though my werk place is just downstairs . Huahua . So i'll try to find time to post again . Till then , tc peeps . (: chiaos !

2010-04-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

A real long time has past since i last update . Truly sorry fer tht . Been busy with werk and schl . So busy tht i have lack of sleep you know . Even though i werk in alternate days . It is still so tiring . But i shall not complain . I wanted this , so i shall endure . Haha . Kay best .

Im werking again tonight . At 10 till 7am . Then tmrw outing with Nana and my brother and his GF . We gg karaoke . Kay will talk abt tht later . Now abt werk . A new guy is supposed to come in tonight . I need to train him up . But he's not turning up again . Haiyerrr ~ so yea alone again . I wish thrs someone I can call down and like keep me company . Feel reallyreally lonely when thrs no customer at all . Feel sleepy and all . Thrs only th radio to keep me company . Haha . So yeaaa ~ all i can do is text . If they sleep liao ? Alone . Haha . What to do . Kaykay , no complaining . But it has been fun . Heh . Next week pay liao . Woots ! :D Huahua . So after this update getting ready fer werk .

Anws , tmrw finally meeting Nana again . Haha . It has been a while since i meet her and finally gg out with ppl i know and she dont . My brother . We gg karaoke at Grandlink Mall . Hope she wont be all shy and dont talk much . Conferm boring if she does . So yea , cant wait fer tmrw . Meeting her first . She want to go buy her book . Then after tht meet my bro and his GF . So ohkayohkay , i need to get ready now . Its 930 alrdy . Kay tc peeps . Till next update . Chiaos ! (:

I shldnt be feeling this way .

2010-04-14T20:43:00.006+08:00

This is another from Imah's blog . I really like what Imah has been posting at her tumblr evrytime . Some of it are so meaningful and some are funny . Baek uh Mochichi ! (Y)

Hey peeps .

It has been stressful this past few days . Schl and werk at th same time , and some personal problem . Had a tiff with Nana recently . Its my fault . Its a stupid reason tht we had a fight . A totally stupid reason . Im sorry . (:

Yea , its stupid indeed . I dont know why tht was in my mind still . Its not supposed to and i hope it wont be anymore . I'll try my best . I hope . :/ hais . Anws , schl has started . Got my new timetable and new modules fer my course . Ive started my 2nd year of ITE . Cool . But i din really see much of April intakes student coming in my schl . But im sure to see alot of new people when my schl moving to Chua Chu Kang later on July after th June Holidays . Heard its a big place . Bigger or smaller than Simei ITE , im not sure . But i heard its gna be an awsome new schl . Haha . This year , i must put more focus on schl and my studies . No more fooling ard much like last year . But im still gna werk also . Need th money fer my own expenses and also fer my licence . Need a bike fer myself too . Haha . Its about time , yknow ?

Werk gna start in 2hrs . Today is my first day werking alone . My boss finally put trust in me and leave th whole store to myself . Haha . Kinda scarey though . About two things . Th stress of werking alone and also about th stories i heard abt tht store . Haha . Hope nothings gna happen . Oh ya , Shah and Kiran started schl at Macpherson ITE . Haha . Seen Shah in a schl uniform before but not Kiran , wonder if he looks wierd in it or not . And also , Mira Joyy is in Simei ITE . Alot of my friends started schl alrdy . Im finishing in less than a year time . Huahua . And i have big plans after tht . Hope it all will go smoothly . Really hope so .

Yeaaaa , been so stress recently laaa . I dont like it . I want to let it all out !!! But better not , its gna be pathetic . Im just missing it , thts all . So nothing to be so stressed up about it . Kay im done blogging . I think i better rest before werk . Chiaos ! (:

2010-04-06T21:07:00.007+08:00

Saw this at Imahci's tumblr . Fuck sia . Why must i pass by this phrase . Ugh . Haha . But nice one Imah . But still :/

Hello .

I have nt been updating seyy . I dont know why , evar since i started werking i feel really lazy to update . Because yea , ntg new happened to me because im at werk fer th last 5 days . Werk , werk , werk . Haha . Its fun though . It makes time past so fast . Nw , in a week schl is gna start . Wahhh . Then life cannot be this free now . Both werk and schl at th same time . I wont be werking as this much as im werking nw of course . Haha . Ive sent my schedule to my supervisor . Waiting fer her to make it official . Then will be my werking days then . Anws , tonight im werking night shift . Im starting later on at 11pm . My first night shift . Dont know how its gna be . Haha . Let see then .

Oh ya , Sarah is back here in Singapore . Was veryvery shocked . Fitri called me to meet at Northpoint saying got something impt to talk abt . FITRI telling me tht . -.- so not wht i wanted sia . I was like thinking alot just nw . I went down to Northpoint , waited fer them to come , thinking whts th thing tht is so impt Fitri wanted to talk abt . Then they came . WITH SARAH ! I was like woooooo ~ haha . It was great seeing her but kinda spirit breaker to know tht was th impt thing . :/ kay i knw , paiseh . Bleahhh ~ :/

So yeaa , gna relax fer a while before werk . I'll update again soon ! Tc .

2010-04-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

Huahua . Tu wa peh tmpat keje uh ehhh ~ -.- kay tk perlu . Haha .

Hello .

I just came back frm werk . You know , its awesome werking just near yer blk . When its break time you cn go up and eat . And when youre all tired frm werk , yer house is just tht near . Awesomeeeee ! Haha . Anws , th first day was awesome . I managed to cover alot of things . And just to let you all knw , thrs alot to do at 7eleven . Haha . But its nt tht hard . Its actually easy . Haha . And fun as well . My werkmates are all fun . I love this job . Well , its just th first day . So i'll see hw it goes frm here . Haha .

Tmrw is Good Friday , when all th students in schl enjoy their holiday , i think i need to prepare myself cause thr are gna be a whole lot people tmrw . Haha . Im tired . So its just a short post fer tdy . Tata . (: oh ya , Happy April Fools ! -.- i so hate this day . Grr .

2010-03-31T18:44:00.003+08:00

From IPod to IPhone to IPad and soon , its gna be iBoard andf IMat . It just may happen you know cause you nvr know what Stephen Wozniak , th founder of Apple has up his sleeves . Haha .

Hello Wello .

You guys wna know how i really feel nw ? You really wna know ? Im feeling estatic ! Haha . Nt really tht happy but im just happy with hw a few things are gg on in my life nw . My brother finally came hme . He had an accident yet again yesterday afternoon . Me and my parents got to know then we rushed to NUH . At first when i saw my brother being pushed to his ward , i thought his accident was bad . But luckily its nt tht bad only tht he has a fracture leg thts all . Th important thing is tht he is back hme ! Happy . A good feeling to see all 5 of my family members at hme when i wake up just nw . Chantekkk ~

Anws , FINALLY im starting werk tmrw . Haha . At 7 eleven of course . After quite a while waiting , finally i got it . So werking thr can give me something to do fer th free time i have so tht i wont do all those stupid stuffs . Oh wht am i saying , of course im still gna do . Haha . Im werking just to get some extra cash . And well , its only under my blk . So no worries . (Y)

Sorry fer th lack of updates . Ive been really tired evr since tht party at Azzura . Haha . Ohs wells , i update more next time . Tc peeps ! (:

2010-03-28T23:27:00.009+08:00

Hahaha ! Stupid blonde bitch . Chek .

Hello .

How you guys doing tdy ? Haha . Alrights lets talk abt how Sandra's party was . Its was alright . Almost awesome . It was actually a party to celebrate Sandra's sister bday . And as well Sandra's but her bday is on th 30th March . Kay , how was it huh ? Kay before tht , lets talk wht i did fer th whole day .

Kay , i met Hasroy before meeting Love . Tht day was kinda hard fer me . Totally short of cash . Th one thing tht made me so fed up was tht i wanted to top up 5 dollars fer my ezlink but tht stupid mrt person go and top up 10 bucks . And 10 bucks was th only money i had fer th whole time im outside yesterday . Peh binget . So met Hasroy before meeting Love at VivoCity . Sat ard with Hasroy until it was time to head to VivoCity . When i reached VivoCity , i played a lil game with Love . I was supposed to find her ard VivoCity . You imagine leh , tht big place called VivoCity and i was supposed to find her . Haha . It was really hard and i end up giving up and she told me whr she was . We were thr to find present fer her friend . But we din managed to find any . After tht we met Taufik and Wardah at Boon Lay to play pool . It was alright until when its time to go off . Love was a lil moody . Hmm . Lets nt talk abt tht . Overall , it was fun meeting up with Love again . <3 you .

After tht , made my way to Sentosa . My bad luck , i left my specs with Love . And i had to tahan th pain using th freaking contact lens . Haha . Took th train , drop at Outram Park . Bumped into Helmi and Diyanah . Asked them to join th party as well so i went with them . When we reached . Th party started but wasnt tht fun yet and Sandra wasnt thr yet too . Oh yaa , she made th party at Azzura . Got to say a great place to hold a party . They booked one side of Azzura so yeaa , tht whole part was fer us . Sad tht i din bring any extra clothes , if i did , i culd have joined th othrs go swimming and stuff . Haha . So slowly evrybody came and yea , th party became more lively . It was fun . When th drinks came , thts when chaos starts . Chekk . I was kinda tipsy and quite a few was pretty drunk bad . Haha . Had to take care a few of them . Some of them are funny looking when they were drunk . Ohh wait , evryone's funny looking when theyre drunk . Haha . So yeaa , partied until th end and we slacked at Sentosa until th bus service started . I went back to Kiran's house cause i had to go Woodlands to meet Wardah and take my specs . So after all tht then i went home . So overall , it was alright . And Happy Bday Nana ! Nana is Sandra's sister though . So dont be confused . Haha .

Ohs wells . Now im kinda moody . Because of something la . But shldnt put much thought into because evrything gna be ohkay . (: So yeaa , until next update peeps . Take care ! (:

2010-03-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hamanah-hamanah-hamanah ~ so hot laaaaa . People , presenting my obession , crush , or whtever you call it . Im all abt this chick here ! Mischa Barton ♥ !

Hello .

Seriously , i cant stop looking at her . Been admiring this celebrity here since i watched The O.C a couple of years ago . Then read Mira Joyy's tumblr , and btw , this girl is obssesed abt Seth and Summer , another 2 people in th show , i decided to watch th show all over again . And guess wht , i fell in love with Mischa Barton again . Ahhhhhh ~ (Y)

Kay enough of talking abt something i WILL NEVER get . Haha . Me getting with Mischa Barton is like .. waiting fer Singapore to snow . Haha . Cause it will nvr happen . Haha . If i get to meet her is alrdy good enough fer me . Haha . Even guys got celebrity crushes kayy ? Haha . Gahhh , Mischa Barton . Kay daa .

Anws , th outing tmrw . Bleahhhh ~ it was alrdy planned yesterday . Me , Anna , Wardah and Taufik gna go out to Vivo and catch a movie , " How To Train Yer Dragon 3D " . Then after tht go slack at th Vivo rooftop or something . Me and Anna was all hyped up fer this outing . But then Taufik called me saying tht tmrw Wardah might nt make it . Bleahhhh ~ nw i feel all malas want to go alrdy . And i bet Anna feels th same way too . Now alrdy shes in kind of bad mood to even text me . Bleahh ~ well , idk wht to do fer tmrw afternoon before Sandra's birthday party at Sentosa . Bleahh ~

Yea , speaking abt th party . Tmrw is Sandras birthday party . Yay ! Shes making it at Azzura . Yeaa , i cant wait really to go . Though its gna be awkward because it has been a while since ive meet up with them . I mean Fitri , Sandra , Lisa all . Haha . I miss them really . So yeaa , finally meeting them tmrw . Haha . Gna party th hell out tmrw . Hope its gna be great .

So yeaa , thts my plan tmrw . So gna be back blogging on Sunday . Till then readers of mine . Taking care ! :D

2010-03-25T19:49:00.004+08:00

Hahahahaaha ! I think you need more than just a credit card of you have tht short of a dick ! Haha !

Hello Mello Jello !

I may be typing " Hahahaha ! " but i dont think im actually laughing tht much . Though looking at tht pic did made me smile a lil but i just dont feel like laughing or smiling much . I dont know . Maybe its because of wht happened earlier today . Do i want to share it out ? I dont think so . It alrdy settled right ? I am th better person in this . So yeaa , i dont see any reason why im feeling all this , but i sure do feeling it alot nw . Kay daa , lets shh abt this .

Anws , im finding stuffs on th internet to make me smile and stuff . I know th first thing tht comes in all of you readers yellow minded mind is tht i will look fer porn . NO ! i did not . Haha . I look at th kind of pictures tht i uploaded recently . Thrs a website full of funny kinds of pics . Try gg to go.funpic.hu . Awesome website . Hahaha ! And also , many videos at youtube is great as well . Some series videos like RayWilliamJohnson's Equals 3 and BreakingNYC is awesome , you shld go check it out . He's a funny guy . And one thing you should go watch . I found it at Dian's profile . Its The Annoying Orange ! Hahaah ! Funny like hell sia . Annoying but super duper funny . Hahaah ! I leave th links at th end of my post tdy . Haha . Go check it out !

Ohs wells , at leas i cn still laugh and stuff . At least i try to make myslef laugh and stuff . Da la , no point thinking . Thrs no reason to even think abt it anymore . I shall end th post here . Till next update . Take Cares ! (:

Links : BreakingNYC : http://www.youtube.com/user/BreakingNYC
Equals 3 : http://www.youtube.com/user/RayWilliamJohnson
The Annoying Orange : http://www.youtube.com/user/realannoyingorange

2010-03-24T16:26:00.002+08:00

I give you th worst image yer mind can evar take ! Muahahaha ! But seriously , tht is one big fat ass man . O.o

Hello .

Cant believe i actually slept fer like freaking long hours man . I must have did something tht made me felt so tired yesterday . But i fergot wht i did yesterday . Hmm . Anws , after i wake up , i checked my phone and i got like alot of missed calls from Love . I texted her after tht but then she hasnt reply me . I wonder whyy .

Yeaa , im still feeling tired nw . My eyes are like hard to open . Its like i must forcing it to open . Bleahh . Dont know la . Oh yaa , i had a dream yknow . Gawdd , scarey dream . Nvr i want it to happen in real life . It has something to do between me , Love and our past . Damn scarey sia . I nvr want it to happen . :/

This Saturday , am i gg out with Love ? I think i am . Haha . Will confirm with her soon . So fer nw , im still feeling tired . I wna lie down again . Till next time . :D

2010-03-23T12:09:00.002+08:00

Dont think I dont know you fuckers do this whenever you chat with me and type all tht out ! Hahaha ! Kidding . Thts why i hate using all those short forms -.-

Hello .

Im just updating before im gg out tdy . Like i said , gg out with Hasroy . Dont really knw wht plans we have tdy . We'll just see wht we can do later on . Haha . So yeaa , will update later when i get hme . So fer nw ,till next update . (Y)

2010-03-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

If Singapore evar have tht kind of bus stop , i will ask Hanis to test it out first and we all will see his real weight . Haha . Confirm funneh shit . Haha !

In a very lazy mood to update . So nt gna post anything much . Takring care . :D

2010-03-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

So true la . Years go by , they make more and more different kind of toothpaste . With a new name tht makes it sounds like its soo good . But i wonder whts th difference . Haha .

Hello .

I just came back frm th LFI seminar . It was great . Seeing all my othr co workers getting promoted to Directors . Some made it in a span of 3 months . Tht gave me th motivation to do th same too . Alongside my sister , im sure we are gna make it as well . Haha . :D im really tired . I almost fell asleep throughout th talk . But i did hear most of wht they said . Haha . Very very motivational . Kewl . Haha . But still , very th tired . Bleahhh .

Now is th Manchester United against Liverpool . Of course im supporting th Red Devils . Haha . They lost twice to Liverpool alrdy so hoping it wnt happen again . So go Red Devils !

I miss Nana so much . Hmm . Really . I really wna meet her . But its hard cause we're living at th othr side of singapore . Shes at Jurong , im at Yishun . Its nt tht far though , but its still hard fer us to meet . We have another date coming up . Hehhhh ~ cant wait laaaa . So yeaa , just updating abit . Off to watch th match ! Chincalos . Till next update peeps ! :D

2010-03-21T00:14:00.002+08:00

Golem's Mistress . Evry guy's dream girl . NOT ! Swear , i feel like puking evrytime i see this . Im gna feel like puking whenevr i go my blog nw . -.- haha !

Hello .

How you guys doing ? Just updating fer a while . I stayed at hme tdy . Its a saturday and i stayed hme . Bleahh . Saturdays are getting boring nw . Haha . Actually my dad wanted to bring my family to th Resort World . Try out evrythng thr . But end up din go . I dnt knw why . Haha . Ohs wells . Tmrw i have a seminar at Victoria Concert Hall . Its an LFI seminar . I guess im gna just give it a shot . Follow my sister . Hmm . See hw la . Anws , Im still waiting to start werk at 7 eleven . Long sia . Tsk . Ohs wells .

I dnt knw wht else to update really . My mind is totally blank tdy . Im gna stop here . Sorry fer th short post . Till next update . (:

2010-03-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

The 2 most impt things in my life right nw . Th things tht i need to complete my life . And im werking my way up to it .

Hello .

Yeaa , lately my life is filled with thoughts . Thoughts of hw to make my life better . Thoughts of hw to get those 2 things to finally complete my life . Ive got to say , when it comes to money , i think ive reach tht age whr i have to start earning my own money . Earning money fer myself and also my family . I must stop depending on my parents and siblings fer all th money i need fer myself . Its a scarey thought though . Thinking of hw hard its gna be earning yer own money . Thank gawd ive got a job fer myself . Even if its nt tht good of a job , i have to start small . Hope frm here , things are gna go my way . Hopefully .

Love . Honestly , im sick and tired of it . Im sick and tired of finding and searching evrywhr fer th right one fer me . Im sick and tired of giving it a try with evry girl tht comes in my life . All tht i did give a shot at it just ends up th same . It started off great but it will end in a such bitter way . So , i hope , with th one ive found nw . She will be th one . I wnt make this one th same as th othr r/s i had in th past . This is gna be different . I have to make it different . I love her . Im gna make it happen . :D

Like i said , im gna start making a difference in my life . I have to . Its abt time . Love , go through this with me alright ? I need you by my side . <3

2010-03-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

This just proves tht guys are th one making th money . No offence to th girls out thr . Haha ! This is just funny . Haha .

Hello peeps !

Hw you guys doing tdy ? Im doing normal . Like totally normal . Not great . Its kinda boring tdy . Haha . I ate alot tdy . Like alot . Gawdd im gna be fat . Cannot . Later Love dont want me liao . Haha . Fakee ~ so yeaa . Tdy seems really dull tdy . I forgot ehat i did . Hasroy and th othrs came to my house . They wanted to dye their hair . Rumah aku da mcm saloon . Haha ! So yeaa , i dyed my hair too . And i hate my hair , i put alot of bleach on it but still not much colour comes out after i wash it off . Binget sio . Haha ! Slacked with them fer a while then they went hme .

I hardly go out this holiday . I still have 3 more weeks of holiday . Woahs right ? Still waiting to start werking at 7 eleven . Most prolly i will start tmrw . I really hate my timing at werk . It eats up my night time . Haha . So you guys wont see me online much at night anymore . Its gna be boring though . But hey , its fer th money . So think positive adeey ! Haha . Someone feels sad tht i will start werking at night . But i hope things wont change between us kay ? Cause i may have not much time to spend with you . But i'll try my best . I wont forget you . Hehh ~ i hope you wont too . Love you , Love ! Sounds weird . Haha !

Ahh , feels great to be in love again yknw ? This just might be gna be th best if it's gna happen . I planned something fer her . Hope it will go well . And hope she wnt spoil it ! She cnt be serious yknw . Hope she cn be when we have our serious moment whenever . Haha . Cute la she . Haha .

Actually , i dnt knw what to update tdy . Seriously . Blanko Manko . Tsk ~ Oh yeaa , im missing alot of ppl . Haha . Ohs wells . Kay laa , till next update . Sorry fer th very short post . Traking cares . Im in love with LOVE ! Heh ~ :D

2010-03-16T23:28:00.005+08:00

I think i found my flower yet again . Th only flower among all th green grass . After so much green grasses i plucked off . Finally i found tht flower once again . (:

Hello !

Updating fer tdy , March 16th , 2010 . Haha . Feeling so formal . So hw you guys doing tdy ? Im doing alright . I woke up pretty late tdy . Haha . After trying so hard to use th web sms on th comp last night . I gave up . I went to sleep and tried again th time i woke up . Thank gawd it werk-ed . Haha . Can finally msg Love . Life's so hard using pp8 . Cpt low sia . Peh binget .

Oh yeaa . I got a job . At 7 eleven . And guess whr ? Right below my blk ! Hahaha ! So easy fer me . Its so near . I like . Haha . So yea , got a job nw . And im gna start put my life back on track . Aku nk buat hidop aku terator lagi . Haha . Enuf of fooling ard . I need to get serious in my life . Maybe a lil fooling ard . But more to serious . But i still wna be Power Ranger and meet up with Zordon . Haha ! Right roy ? Aku da gaji nnt aku bo kn kau uh kay ? Chekkk . Haha . So yea , hope with this job i got , will help with my life . I need to start living . Like independently . (Y)

" Love , please . I beg you . Dont make th probelm youre thinking abt nw something tht might hold us back . I can see we culd have something so special between us happening . Pls dont let tht go to waste . Dont feel guilty abt what happened between me and her last time . It is really nt because of you . I had my reasons and im sure you knw th reasons too . So pls . Dont have these thoughts . Its killing me to see you thinking alot like this . Whatever it is , dont let tht thought get th better of you and pls trust my werds when i say it , It Is Not Your Fault . Kay ? Smile now . (: "

So yeaa , ntg much to talk abt nw . Im kinda lost of mood nw . So till next update . Traking cares .

2010-03-15T22:31:00.003+08:00

I would rather free fall off th plane if th captain of th plane annouce that out ! Haha !

Hello !

How are you peeps doing ? Great ? Haha . Fer me , im doing alright . My holidays started . It started since last Friday actually . Im gna have holidays way up until 12th April . Haha ! Long huh ? Kewl shit . But i dont know what im gna do fer that month of holiday . A whole god damn month . I need a job . That can keep me busy . That " job " i went fer just suck eggs . Its nt really a job . Its more of a business . I rather nt get myself involved in such stuff . Scareyyyy ~ haha . So yeaa , i need a better job . I might go fer Khai's job . Th one at Orchid Country Club . Werk at Banquet . 6 bucks per hour and its daily paid . Yea , most prolly will try out that job . Werk evryday and get paid daily evryday ? Fuhhhh ~ , syiok doh . So yeaa , maybe gna call Khai up and tell him .

Currently doing ntg much on th comp . Just chatting with my friends and Love . Love also got mood swings . Haha . Yea , currently doing that . Kinda bored . Maybe i shld have went fer Zirca .. Nehh , dont think so . Its best to stay hme . Haha . Oh yeaa , my spectacles broke . Stupid shop , i asked them to tighten my specs cause it was loose . She did it until it broke . And she acts as if its not a big deal . Aku Lesing baru tauuu ~ siak tol . Thank gawdd Shah is kind enuf to buy me a pair of contacts . But he called earlier and said he wants me to pay back . I shld have expect that to happen . Haha .

Im very th boredddd ~ my eyes are hurting . I have to wear this contact lens if nt i wnt be able to play th comp . Cause evrything will be so blurry . Aku kn potek . Haha . Everyone is aslp nw at hme . Its so quiet . Hahah . Ohs wells . I dont know what else to update . Im still waiting fer Love to finish updating her blog . Haha . I so wna readdddd ~ kay then . Till next update peeps . Takring cares ! (:

2010-03-14T01:16:00.004+08:00

When Chinta Meets Love ~

Hello Wello !

Suppp ?! Currently just got hme , relaxed fer a while and nw start blogging abt my day today . I mean Saturday . Haha . It was tiring . Very tiring , but overall it was awesome . Haha ! (:

Like i said before , had an outing with mie OWNER . Haha . And 2 of her friends , which are my 2 new friends nw , Taufik and Wawa . Firstly , i was late . Hehhhhh ~ sorreh deh . Was supposed to meet them at 3 but instead i came at 345 . HAHAH ! Sorreh again . They waited at Cinelesure . Planned to go to catch a movie so we made our way to buy tickets . We din really knw what to watch . After much consideration , we wanted to watch Alice in Wonderland . But sadly , th seats are like so little left . Then Nana said she wuld love to see Cops Out . This is when th bad luck starts . We din knw that Cops Out was M18 . Dgn semangat , i booked th tickets . Forgetting that only me and Taufik was 18 and above . After th tickets were bought then we realised . -.- tried to ask fer refund but they say they couldnt refund fer us . -.- sad rightt ? End up we bought th tickets fer nothing . I and taufik culdnt possibly watch th movie and leave th girls alone . It was a double date after all . So we decided to just nt watch th movie .

The we go mkn . Seriously , it very th kecoh ard them . Hahah . Tgh mkn pn bley kecoh . Nana brought us to this Indon restaurant , * da darah indon tetap darah indon jgk eyh Love ? * haha . So yea , we ate there . They ate thr actually . I had a cup of Teh Sorso . Fav dohhh ! Hahah . After eating we went to find th Pool shop . Pool as in snooker pool . We din knw really whr had th shop . So we walked ard Lucky Plaza , nadaa ~ . Ard Far East Plaza , nadaa ~ until then we realise thr was on at Cinelesuree . Haha . Had to walk all th way bck thr . Reached thr , played pool . It was very fun . Wawa looked like a " pro " and Nana looked so cute trying to play pool . ut she did pretty well fer someone who dnt really like playing pool so goood job ! Haha . After all that , we walked ard town until when its th time to go hme . Took th train send Nana bck and headed hme . Thats basically my day tdy . Coolios .

I . Am . Very . Very . Worned . Out . Cause . Of . All . The . MELATAH ! Haha . Gawdd . I was tickled non stop by Nana . She looked like she really enjoyed tickling me . Haha . Until Wawa and Taufik disturbed me too . Chitots btol . Penat siaa . Haha . But nemind , i got to do it to Nana too . So fair and sqaure . (Y)

Lastly , thanks guys . It was great with you guys . And Love , it was great meeting you fer th first time . Hope to get to meet you again yaaa ? Hehh . <3

2010-03-11T22:02:00.005+08:00

Siti Ruhana Binte Abdul Wahab

Hello !

Kay , both of us decided to update our blogs abt each othr . Haha . That girl up thr is my
" Owner " . Since im her " Kambeng " . Many things i cn sayy abt her . Her nickname is Nana Beylooh . And i must say she suits her name very well . She cn be so th BELO at times . Funneh sia . Sad that she dnt remember my full name and my birthday . Haha . Da belo ape nk buat ? Kay fakefake . It has been quite a while since i knw her . Bleyy dikatekn lame jgk la . She has been an awesome friend to me . Helped me out with th things in my life and all . I wuld like to thank her that . Thanks Nana . And thanks fer being thr fer me in my time of need and all . And sorry if you had to bear with my mood swings at certain times . Haha . I knw it cn get a lil irritating . Haha . Thankiewwww ~ . (:

She calls me many things you know ! Haha ! From Mat Indon , to Kambeng , to Chinta , and th newest one is AHDEELATAH . Sungguh tak kewl kn ? Haha . Ohs wells . As long as she likes it . One more thing i see abt her is that she is really2 photogenic . Like really . She looks great in her pics . Shldnt compliment her much . Nanti kembang . Chekkkk . Haha . Anws , abt my recent problem . Hais , she keeps on saying she feels guilty . I dnt want her to feel that way cause its really nt her fault . I decided nt to post abt th problem here in my blog . Its kinda personal . She knws th full story . So im begging you Nana . DNT FEEL GUILTY ! Its is totally nt your fault . I will keep on saying it to you when we meet up on Saturday . I will do it if you still feel that way ! Haha !

Speaking of Saturday , after quite a while knwing her , finally this Saturday im gg out with her . Its a date i guess ? Haha . Idk . Gg out with her and her friend and her friend's crush . That is what she said la . Haha . So yeaa , finallyyyyyy ~ . Haha . I need to delay some time to post this blogpost cause she said she wants to post her first so i cn read it . Haha . Pelik little girl ~ . So yeaaa , * WAITING * . Haha . Did i mention ? That pic of her is my personal favourite ? Hahah ! Love that pic ! :p . Its weird uh with her . Its a good weird though . Idk . Very th pelik . Enta laaaa . Haha . Ewahhh , lambat nye dek nie post . Haha . Kay la , im just gna post . Nahh , read this owner ! Haha ! Till next update peeps . Takring care !

2010-03-09T02:52:00.003+08:00

Hello .

Its 2:53 am . I cnt possibly put myself to sleep . My mind is light . It feels like its floating around nowhr . So cool .

But my mind wont be like that forever . It has to think sometimes . Like nw . Im confused . I really am confused . Just fer all of you to knw . Im attached . Somewhat attached . Of course it feels great . But im just confused . I dn knw abt my feelings . It feels weird . Sometimes my heart is thr . Sometimes its somewhr else . I dn knw .

I cnt keep it . I have to let it out and i did . And i somewhat regretted what i did but somehow think that what i did is right ? Haiss . Shes gone . Thats fer sure . This sheep has no owner nw . Chinta has no more partner named Love . Hmm . This is what i asked fer . I deserved this . Have to agree this feeling sucks to th core . Only gawd knws hw suckish this feels . Shes goneee . :/

Shldnt ask fer more . Live with what you have . :/ Tc. Tll next update .

2010-03-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

Fuckk . This is freaking saddddd . I culdnt be thr when shes leaving . Got to knw her flight is at 6am nt 6pm . Hais . Met her just nw fer a while . They are ton-ing at th airport . So i cnt be thr . I have schl tmr . Her flight is at 6am tmrw . Gawdddd . So i got to send her to th bus stop . I cried . Im gna miss her so fucking badly . Hoping she dn have to go . But it's too late . Hais .
Alrdy missing you Sarah Jane White . Missing you alot . ]:

2010-03-06T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Updating fer tdy . Bored thats why . Tdy is Saturday . Planned many things fer tdy . But th plans keep changing . Firstly , planned with Mary to watch movie , but dnt knw what happened , it din happened . Then planned to go karaoke-ing with my bruhs . That somewhat din happened too . Fuckk . Then Fitri all asked to meet up cause tdy will be Sarah's last Saturday in Singapore . So yea , prolly meet them later .

Having mood swings . Hate it . Fuck . Evrything feels wrg . Feels irritating . Feel like throwing evrything around . Sial sak . Pfffftttttttttt .

I want to go Marina Square tdy . Got our own spot to slack thr . Veryvery relaxing place . Roy will sure wna go . Da la . So tkde mood . Bye .

2010-03-04T22:13:00.004+08:00

Hello .

Hw you guys doing tdy ? Kinda have a habit of updating evry 2 days . So updating tdy fer my readers . Chekkkk . *still dn knw if i do have readers or nt* . Haha . Anws , like ive said umpteen times . Im gg through a life changing probelms nw . My personal life , my family , my friends .

My family , something that had nvr happened to my family before , happened . But nw , its solved . Only nw my dad is starting to fall sick more . Kinda worried yknw . Hais . But nw im glad my sister is alright nw . I despise that guy who did that to my sister . Dn let me see him outside . Im gna make his life a living hell . I promise with my life i will . Asshole chibai . Crapass . But alhamdulillah syukur , my sis is alright . [:

My friends . Not really a problem . Just that im losing friends , but at th same time , making more . So yeaa , i just miss my old friends . Feel like approaching them once in a while . But its gna feel awkward . So i dn knw . Maybe i shld just live my life nw . Its alright nw . So i shldnt ask more than what im given . So yeaaa .

My personal life . Gawdddddd . This is what is bugging me nw . Totally bugging me . Im just gna be straightforward .

I . Want . You . Hehs .

Buttt ~ you make it hard yknw . I dn knw what you feel . You dn want to tell me . So i dn knw . You make me feel like im " Syiok-sendiri " . So i dn knw what to do . Maybe like what you said is th thing fer us . Good friends ? Hais . If it makes you happy then thats what we gna be . [: Dn think im talking abt someone else this time tawukkk ? Hahah . Nnt paiseh lagi . Cuteeeee ~ haha . Kay shhh .

Im All Confusedddddd ~ hais .

So yeaaaaa . Thats hw my life is nw . Im happeh . I think . Thanks fer evrything . Till next update peeps . Takring cares !

2010-03-03T07:48:00.002+08:00

Totally crapness yknow . Only gawd knws hw i feel nw . I dn want this situation . I really dn want this . Hw i wish i cn just do something abt this . Th cupid sure get me with his arrow . Fuckkkkk ~ .
I want her to knw . Really i doo . But hw ? Grrrrr !

I just want to run awayyyyyy . But no , as a Joe , im gna face this . I need to talk to her . I must . Im gna . Here goes nothing .

2010-03-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Sarah Jane White . This noisy , funneh , full of crap girl , My Bestfriend :D
Im gna miss her so much ! She's leaving fer indon . She's gna stay thr . She will leave next monday . Aint that sad ? Im sure gna be thr when she's leaving .
Gawddd . She sure left many memories behind . All th while that i knw her , all th stupid stuffs she did nvr fails to make me laugh and smile . Her dancing , her screaming , her attitude of eating weird things , her stupid stories . Gawdd . All those times i spent with her at her house , town and all . Im gna cryy .
Love you Sarah Jane White . Always . Tc thr ! Im gna miss you so much ! :D

2010-02-28T09:06:00.004+08:00

Hello .

Whats th up ? Heh . Sorry fer th lack of updates . * As if anyone reads my blog . -.- * Anws , th last few days were like normal . Nothing much happened . On friday , thre was no schl . Class was cancelled . But i acted thre was schl cause i need th money . Lie again , haiyerrrr ~ -.- . So yeaaa , on friday , met Khai early in th mrning , and then met Hasroy . Went to our normal place , did our normal stuffs , kinda boring , so yeaa . Nothing much to talk abt .

Then yesterday , planned to go Marina Barrage , play kite and all . But end up din . Planned to go swimming at Jurong Swimming Complex . Din go too . End up karaoke-ing . Haha . It was fun . Funneh as well . After that back to yishun and met my friend fer a while . Sap . sap , sapppppp ~ then go hme .

Ahh , life nw . I dn knw why but it a sudden change of events . Ughhhh . Din expect this . And i dn knw whether i want this or nt , Haiyerrrr ~ . Feel like just dn give a damn abt this and be like hw i was before . Grrrrrrr ~ ohs wells . See hw it goes . Till next update . Tc . [:

2010-02-25T08:01:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Whassup again ? Im blogging here early in th morning cause i woke up , thought schl was early tdy . Got ready and all , when i realised that schl starts at 12 tdy . 12 frigging pm . -.- Waste my time . And nw i cnt sleep back . Irritating siaaa . So yeaa , got to th comp , just finsished helping Nana with her blog again . Hope she likes it when she sees it . Haha .

Nw , im having sinus early in th mrning . Gawdd , what else cn go wrong early in th morning ? Wait , i need to light up my Winner . Kay done . Kay after blogging , i dont knw what to do . Still got 4 hours more to go . Haha . Crap siaaaa . Anws , this Saturday , my sister planned to go to Marina Barrage . Have a small picnic and play kite ard thr . Hahaha . Play kite , So nong-nong ago sia . Hahaha . Ohs wells , i asked her to follow . Hopes she will . Haha .

Kay im bored . Ending it short . Till next update . [:

2010-02-23T19:07:00.004+08:00

Hello .

Whassup people ? Doing alright ? Haha . Im bored . And when im bored , i update my blog . Actually i came to use th comp because SOMEONE said she needs help with her blog . But she din says shes nt online . Haha ! So i came to th comp , wanting to help . I use alr then she said she nt online yet . -.- Hahaha !

So yeaa , you guys heard abt th Illuminati shit ? I think you guys did cause this thing abt illuminati thing is very known alrdy . Its abt people worshiping Satan . And it is spreading pretty fast . And most of it is spreading ard th music industry . Artist like Jay-Z , Beyonce , Rihanna , Eminem , Lady Gaga and many othrs .Thats why their songs are nice and most of th people are like addicted to their songs cause they say they who supports illuminati , they are given power to make their songs better and things like that . They themselves spread this illuminati shit through their songs and video clips . Some phrases they used in their songs have some subliminal message or some satanic message . And they use symbols and shit . The symbol of th pyramid and an eye . Just like what Jay-Z did , and also lady gaga in some of her videos . Th illuminati is also spreading in othr media based stuff . Like CBS and even Starbucks ! Gosh . Crapshit this illuminati . Im nt making a big fuss abt it but when im researching abt this thing , i learnt that Michael Jackson , who is against illuminati , people said died and illuminati has something to do with it . Same goes fer 2pac and Bob Marley . All of this artist is against illuminati . Dont whether to believe it or not . So if youre bored , try searching and learn abt this illuminati thing . Its kinda interesting .

Im nt done in doing some of my research . And while waiting fer this girl to get online . Im gna do some more research . Faster la Mary , your kambeng needs its owner -.- . Hahahaha !

2010-02-21T17:14:00.004+08:00

I soo need a cupid mann . If only life is as easy . Just call th " Cupid's hotline " and order a cupid to make us fall in love . That is what Nana said . Hahaha . If only its that simple . Life wuldnt be so hard . Hahaha .

I noticed alot of girls are starting not to think straight . Everywhr i see . Ughh . Maybe thats why its hard to fall in love . We are running out of girls cause most of them are nt straight ! Haha . Dn make us guys feel like we are useless in this world , girls . Please uhh . Haha . Its kinda normal nwdays fer girls to be lesbians or things that relates to that . So far fer me its normal . But we guys are nt gna be gays . That is still sick man ! Ughhhhh ! So spare a thought fer us guys . Haha . Ohs wells .

February is moving pretty fast aint it ? Its alrdy coming to th end of February . So fasttt ~ . Haha . I got myself a date . Haha . I hopee . Waiting fer her to actually confirm it . Haha ! So if YOU are reading this . Confirm it aye ? Haha . Looking forward to it ! Heh . Well , im just doing things that gna help me move on with life and nt dwell on th past . Thats my probelm . Keep on dwelling on th past and hoping hard that its gna happen again . Which i dn think it will . Like th saying , "Once broken considered sold " . Haha . Of course , who wants something that is broken ? Haha . As fer nw , gna see life as a cup half filled . Just missing a few stuffs . Its nt that bad . Haha .

Alrightos . Updated enough . Gna end it here fer nw . Till next update . Tc peeps . [:

2010-02-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

I can never understand . :/

Lets hope being a Power Ranger tmrw will help . I have no life . Gosh . ]:

2010-02-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

Seeing th stuff i see everywhr . Sometimes i think life is so unfair . Whr did we go wrg when we just wna give a shot on what we want in life ? How is that suddenly become something wrg in life ? When i start thinking abt it , its better off that we just give up on th things we want . Cause it looks like we aint getting it at all . But one part just tells me that its nt th time yet to stop . Cause we're just getting started . Im nt alone in this . We are . They will knw who im talking abt .

Happiness . Isnt that what we were supposed to acheive in life ? Then why is that we need to go through something so miserable and we end up feeling down , feeling useless , while trying to get our happiness ? Life is so full of questions . And nvr once we cn get th answers to it . None of us is gna give up . We will prove to everyone , that we will get that something that is th happiness to us . We will . [:

2010-02-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

Whats wrong ? I dont know . Whats gg on ? Beats me . I dont know what th hell is gg on in this small brain of mine . All i know is that i want to get away from it . Because i know im not in any state to face any troubles or probelms . I will nvr solve it in a good way .

I made a decision and nw i realised its th wrg decision to make . But its a lil too late to turn back and go back . I know th othr party wuld nvr want to start anything again . All i can say is Im Sorry . Im confused . Im scared . Im useless in this . Please forgive me . I hope she gets to read this . Im truly sorry . ]:

I have to move on . I cnt do anything nw . Lets see whr my life leads me to next . Im gna be alone again . Ughhh . Looks like th starting of 2010 is nt a good start for me . Ohs wells . Tc people . Tc me . [: Still gna smile .

2010-01-25T16:53:00.001+08:00

My Look-a-like , Brother , Blood , Bestfriend .
Happy 21st Birthday yaa ? :D
Love you bro !

Just a day left . :D

2010-01-24T02:20:00.006+08:00

Just Wna Wish A Belated Happy Bdae To Aunty Fadilah , Azmin , Izzuan ( No Pichear ) And Abg Yasin ! All January Babies ! Haha ! (Y)

Hello thr peeps of this earth . Im here updating my blog . Its nt that dead right ? Hahah ! Ohkay laa . Ive been updating . I think . Anws , im bored . Really . Haha .

Missed Wavehouse tdy . Gahh . Short of cash . Ohs wells . Nt really looking forward to it anws . Haha . You guys shld knw what im really looking forward to . Hahahahah ! Woots . 2 more days laaaaaa . Tk ke syiokkkkk . Haha . I can go nuts just thinking of it . ( Imah's gna kill me if she reads this ! ) Hahahah ! Woots .

One more thing im totally looking forward to is getting a new phone . Samsung F480 ! Its an old phone but its otally new compared to th phone im using nw ! Hahah ! Oh pls i wna get that phone faster pls ! Totally need a new phone . Hahah ! Kay tc ! Be back soon !

I Miss That Special Person . ):

2010-01-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dad !
He's 51 tdy !
Happy Birthday Dad !

Sup people . Sorry for th lack of updates . Th laziness striked . But not now . Haha . Kay tdy was my Dad's birthday . And after tdy , thr will be many othr birthdays coming up . Alot of January Babies . One of them is , of course , ME ! Hahaha ! So yea , gna have many birthday wishes on my blog page . Haha .

Since th last time i updated , nothing much happened . Just normal school days and stuff . School has been great . Hehe . Just because my class advisor told me that I am doing well enough to go poly if I continue th way Im doing nw . Hehhhhhhh ! Tk ke happy dgr gitu . Hahahah ! (Y) But I am feeling ververy lazy to go school laaaaaaaaa ~ . Tmr only i feel like nt gg . See how uh . Haha . Oh yaa , talking abt school , must plann with Hasroy for tmr breakfast . Hahah ! Almost forgot siaaa .

Kay people . when th clock strikes 12 then it will be 20 January . It will start to be th 20s of th month . That means something so impt and huge is coming real soon ! Hahahahaha ! Cant wait la cibai ! Woots ! Heh . Kay da . Aku nk tido uh . Tc siul ! (:

2010-01-06T03:42:00.003+08:00

Hello people . Since I cant sleep and I have nothing else to do , Im gna update my blog . Life has been ouhkay since th start of 2010 . I guess . Being with friends have been awesomeeeee ! Haha . From what I see , almost everyone has been enjoying their 2010 . Very good so far . But we cant say yet , it is just 6 January only . Haha . Still got a longlong way to go . Ouhs wells . Looking forward to 20 more days . Haha . Cant waitttt . :D

School has been ouhkay so far . Since there are more of my friends there . It has been better . Much more fun . Haha . Th sch is very much packed now . That is what I dont like abt it now . A small school yet that much people . There is yet for th April intakes to come in . Gawddd . Hahaha .

Friends , like I said , it has been better . Spending time with them more noww . Able to jam with my band more often , slack with them much more often . Its like back to th past you know . Its kinda awesomee . Haha . Getting my friends back and making new friends too .

Love .... Haaaaaaa . Im really unsure abt that word now . Ever since what happened , honestly speaking , Im kinda afraid of that word now . What phobia is that called ? Philophobia issit ? A fear of falling in love . Well , maybe . I dont know . Well , SHE's thr and im not afraid . So I dont know , lets see how it goes . But what i know , I aint getting in any relationships anytime soon . Dont think I can . Too hard and yet too lazy and yet too soon . Haha . Jyeaa .

Lastly , myself . Ive been doing better . Im being more of myself recently . Except for this flu , fever , body aches , sore throat , cough Im having right now . Im better . Im Ady again . Hahaha . And I AM TURNING 18 !!!!!!! Hahahaha . Ouhkay daaa . :D

Well , I guess I dont have anything else to blog about so I end it here until next time thenn . So yeaa . :D

2010-01-02T00:10:00.004+08:00

So it is Abdul Hanis Bin Abdul Hamid and Belinda Seah Li Ting's Birthday today !
Hanis is 18 And Belinda is 16 . All big already . And Hanis, legally legal ! Haha .
Happy Birthday guys . Enjoy today ! Love you guys !

2010-01-01T18:49:00.006+08:00

Ram Francisco
Ma Homeboy when i was in secondary school
He finally turned 17 !
He is still th weirdest guy man that have a late bday . Haha .
Still Love you Brahh ! Happy Birthday !

Look at th date !! Its officially 2010 !! Woohoo !! Hahaha !!

Freaking happy that it is already 2010 . Celebrated with my Brahhs at Sentosa, Tanjong Beach . There was a small partay happening thr . It was alright . Not really that happening because of th songs . But still got to enjoy my ass off . Damn tiring uhh . Haha . But overall , it was awesome spending th New Year's with my friends .

Muahahahaha ! Its January . That means , I have a date to look forward for ! Hehe . Th most important day of th year ouhkay ? Haha . 26th January 2010 . Muahahaha . Remember ehh ? Favour uhh . Chekk .

Alright , this year is gna be an awesome year mann . I bet with you . For me that is . I have a feeling it will be. :D kay . tc peeps . Have an awesome 2010 ahead of youuuuu !

2009-12-31T04:59:00.003+08:00

This will be th final post for 2009. I just wna upload this video. So i will feel better. I just have to. (: But lets leave this just there. I dont think anything can happen after this. I dont know. Whatever. S yeaa. Here it is.

2009-12-30T03:49:00.004+08:00

30th December 2009 . Wow , 2009 past so fast . Really it does . Maybe alot of things happened this year thats why it feels so short . Now , i would like to talk abt 2009 . Before th year ends . Tmr i cant cause confirm celebrate smpai bsok pagi . Haha . So yea , here it goes~

2009 , is considered th best year . And also th worst year that ive gone through . Lets talk abt th positive side of it . 1st , as you know th year before , i had a conflict with my band , Loserfaced . That band . Awesomee . An yeaa , we had a conflict . 2009 was th year we got back together . And im happy that all was like normal . We made up and th band was back . It wasnt like before though , we din jam much but still , i got my band back . Aint that great ? I also made many new friends ever since i started ITE . People like Kid , Amar , Azman , Wan Kecyk , Haziq , Wan Besar and othr guys frm that school . Its great knowing them . Haha . Another thing is definitely , found th girl that is my longest r/s with this year . 9 months . Considered i spend th whole year with her . If you guys dont know, its Fitri. Haha , duh , of course you kneww . Haha . It lasted 9 months . Thought it could be longer but it din happened . But i have to say , th best r/s i had . But it din end well , will talk about that later . I had my best birthday this year also . Awesome one . What elsee ? And yeaaa , made friends with Sandra , Lisa and her sisters , Aunt Rita , Aunt Dil , Izal and th othrs in that category is also awesomee . They are cool people . Heh . And also , got close with That Special Person again . Heh . Awesome-est ! Hahahaha . Loved 2009 because of all this . Haha . But~ , yes theres a but . Now , here we go with th negative points of 2009 ...

What th fuck is up with r/s and breakups ? Seriously . 2009 . What th hell , i hate 2009 for this . Everywhr i see . It happened . First , my role model r/s . Ended . It actually ended . Dian Maisarah and Helmi . That is most shocking thing that happened man . Seriouslyyyy . Fuckk . Not only them , Hasroy and Diyanah , then Amira and Khid , then .... ouh ya . How can i forget , Muliady and Fitri . Fuck mann . Seriously . Everything happened . Most of them found their another loved one already . Good for them but gawddd ! Come to think of it 2009 is a pathetic year to fall in love man . Seriously . Fuck love 2009 . Haha . And also , all th r/s that ended is all th long term r/s . Let me point it out uhh , Amira/Khid - 9 or 10 months , Diyanah/Hasroy - 9 months or so , Muliady/Fitri - 9 Months , and this i must emphasise . DIAN/ HELMI - 3 YEARS ! Fuck mann . Hate this . Haha . Ouh well . People just dont want long term r/s i guess . Ugh . Haha . Kayyy . -_-

So yeaa , my summary of 2009 . Th best yet suckish . I dont know . Haha . Actually , looking forward for what 2010 has in store for me . Was gna do that with someone but not anymore i guess . Haha . Cant wait for tmr's countdown . Kay take care people . Hope you enjoyed your 2009 year . And have a Happy New Year . (:

2009-12-29T19:11:00.010+08:00

Hi Muhammad Muliady (:

Its been a while eversince we had such feelings for each other eh ? Remember the last time ? Lol .
It wasn't as hard as how it is now . Because the last time I could really feel your love for me . But now -.- HAHAHA . Oh well , maybe because we've finally gotten much more serious ? (:

And I must apologise for the many small arguements we've been having for the past few days . Sorry eh sweet ? (: Hehehe ! Well I don't start off arguements w/o any reason right -.- There will always be a reason to everything I do . So I hope you understand uh . Cause I got a feeling you think that im being really unreasonable . Really , I feel it . Whatever I do , I will tend to look into the future as well . Cause I don't wanna hurt anyone in any way , mainly you sweet . Do you know that im really afraid of hurting your feelings ? You're someone so v close to my heart , I hate hurting you . And in our situation , its hard to give my 101% of love to you . Well , you know what I mean (: But in the end , I won't leave you alone . I will never and I promise you that okay ? Im not like that bitch who makes use of people and their feelings towards her . I don't abuse love . Well , at least I try not to . Im trying my best love (: I really am . I wanna make you happy once again . The cheerful Adeey I once knew . Not the current one (:

Oh ! Wanna know some of the reasons that made me develop feelings for you ? Im sure you do , (:
Hahaha ! Well , I love chatting w you . Not really chat as in wyd and stuff . Not like that . But the conversations we have are really fun and you never fail to make me smile or laugh. Now who wouldn't like that? (: Hehe . Sometimes when we webcam , I see you smile & it makes me smile too .
& You have a v cute smile do you knowwww ? You don't ! So im telling you now . Hahaha !! ((: What else what else ? Oh , your eyes (: There's something special about it when you look into my eyes . I've never told you this before but hell im telling you now . Hahah ! Note: Face to face , not in the webcam uh . Your webcam v blur i can't even see your eyes properly -.- LOL ! And most importantly , the beautiful memories we had last time . Remember ? Internet love . HAHA , cause we never met before that time . Hahaha ! (: Everything was really sweet don't you think so ? Better agree ! Haha !
Well thats about it . There's more but my brain just isn't working well right now -.- Lol -

Last but not least . About the problems you're having now , ive been there . So we're kinda going through the same shit . Look at me now . Im much more happier than I was before . And you should be expecting this too okay (: Everything takes time and w a relationship you had w her last time , needs months to heal . Whatever it is , I want you to know that im always behind/beside you . Hehehe ! I promise okay ♥ And this entry shall be the prove of my love & promise towards you . (:

May our love never die ♥
Iloveyousomuch Adeey . *Hugs, Xoxo .

- That special person . Yours truly (:

2009-12-29T01:15:00.006+08:00

Hello thr peeps . Can you see my blog now ?! Nice rightttttttttttttt ?! I know . Haha . I love it ! And it was this girl that is so good at making skins . So I ask her to make a skin for me . And honestly , I didn't expact it to be this nice ! From my POV uhh . Haha. Awesomee . And she is Nurlyana Alyssha ! :D Thanks babeee . You make me wna blog so much now . Haha . Thanks !

So yeaa . Just because my blog looks so nice , Im gna post quite often now . Haha . :D anws , Im a lil fed up with something . Not gna say what but I Was Just Trying To Be Friendly . But yett . She had to do that. Gawd !! " Sundal nye chibai mcm babi yg da mampos mcm sundal yg nak mampos lagi mcm babi yg cine makan mcm sial nye sundal yg nak mampos " ! Geram sakk aku . Haha . Anws , So yeaa . That is basically it .

So people , Its already 29th of December . 2 more days people and lets partay our way to 2010 ! Haha . Ouh yeaa . Hasroy and Izzuan is going to th same school as me next year ! Woohoo ! Haha . Im feeling so happy suddenly . Heh . Kay tc peeps ! (:

2009-12-27T23:59:00.007+08:00

Singapore Idol 2004 - Taufik Batisah

Singapore Idol 2006 - Hady Mirza

Singapore Idol 2009 - Sezairi Sezali

Dang man. Issit luck or Malays just have talent?! 3 years straight. Taufik Batisah, Hady Mirza, Sezairi Sezali. Congratulations to Sezairi who just won Singapore Idol this year. But have to say many were not happy. Not happy ever since Tabhita was knocked out last week. Well, Sezairi did won at last. Just have a feeling Singapore will stop having Singapore Idol anymore if Malay keeps on winning. Jiwe Anak Melayu! Haha. Well, have to agree that Sezairi dont have that voice that Hady and Taufik has. But ohs wells. Sezairi Won! :D kay tc. Post next time!

2009-12-27T04:14:00.031+08:00

Everything that has been happening, all i need is my friends to be thr for me. And im shocked to see that i have many friends. Not to be proud. But yeaa. This is some of my friends telling me when i asked what do I mean to them. Love you guys. (: here it goes.

That Special Person (: ( she has th longest. love it. heh. ) -

" Hi Muhammad Muliady. (:

Wfe've known each other for like what, 1 year +? Just that we didn't spend much time catching up. Till that day you saw me @ Np. I guess fate decided to 'reunite' us? There will always be a reason to whatever that is happening. And our reason is, i am chosen to be the one who can actually be there for you in times of need. Like now, when she left you, heartless. On the other hand, you're being here for me because my boyfriend is not around and He decided that you're the right one that can be here for me. I hope you get what im trying to tell you. And w all these happening between us, you really mean ALOT to me and my life. You definitely have a special place in my heart. My life wouldn't be the same anymore if you were to leave me. Because the special place in my heart is EMPTY. That's how much you mean to me. Who will be there to hear me out when you're gone? Whose the person who can actually still tolerate w my stupid actions like those sudden anger outbursts? And i doubt anyone else could notice my every behaviour and compares it w my horoscope. Thats what i like best, noticing who i really am. Cancerians and Aquarians aren't the best match they say. But we were chosen to be there for each other. Doesnt that tell you something? That it is safe for us to be close because there wonte be any serious relationship going on between us.Get me? BUT, we can reconsider that fact because we donte depend on horoscopes for the love we have for each other. From all of this, do you know how much you mean
to me? Almost like my boyfriend, you mean the world to me. After all, friends are always the ones who will last longer. Teman tapi mesra for now, OKAY APAAA? Hahaha! :) Iloveyousomuch Adeey! <3>

Dian Maisarah -

" dy you know exactly what I feel about you, and you know that you mean the world to me, whatevers been happening, you'd always be my 'DY' cause I'll always be your 'DI' and you know we're strong people, and we can take on the world even when its against us, cause we're superheroes. (: & i love you. "

Syakiran Jarno -

" u'r my bra. i cant explain ah. but u mean alot to me man. up's and down's. eventhough im far away from u. i'll try to do watever it takes to make u happy man. yea i fell like i know u for years bra. we get along easily. i wanna say im sorry again. tat day i give u a middle finger. its better to talk to u face to face ah bra. but what matters the most, loving u very strong bra. "

Isha Lauren -

" What you mean to my life... hmm. A lot of things. You're a great friend who someone can always count on. You're not afraid to show your feelings and you're not afraid to say what you wanna say. You are a strong person, don't think you're not. You go through so many things but it's good to see you let me into your life to help you out. And in return you're helping me out. You're like a brother to me :) I can always count on you. You're there to make me smile and when i cry you sacrifice your tears for me. You're happy when i'm happy, you're sad when i'm sad. And you believe in me. That makes you one of the most important people in my life. (: "

Hashy Usov -

" Ady's a very nice guy. He always make me feel good(emotionally) and eventhough we're not close, AT ALL I like him a lot, as a friend, that is.
:D "

Syaza Cute Giler Nak Mampos -

" ady is a friend whom i can rely on. someone who entertain my lame jokes. known you fr eleven long years but we started talking, erm... 2 or three years back i guess. haha. because last time ady sombong. hahaha! okay, its me actually. he knws whats best for himself, tho sometimes he doesnt. its okay ady, long way to go. ady, thanks alot for being such a wonderful friend! see you in ite =D hehehehe. "

Nur Azman -

" more than a paragraph. Fullstop! "

Belinda Bel -

" Having to know you,its juz something i guess i could have never been much happier.You are whom never fails to make me smile no matter what,always there when i needed you to,a guy that is full of crap but wonderful in his ways.You are just like a brother or maybe closer than that to me and i cant lose you no matter what happens coz thats just how much you really mean to me in my heart. "

Syafiqah Lutfiah -

" Friend "

Felicia Jane -

" ur like a bestdramaticretardedfunchildishfriend
:D "

Will post more if there is anymore coming. Heh. Till Here. Tc.

2009-12-26T11:58:00.003+08:00

30 DAYS IN COUNTING. HOPE MY LIFE GNA BE DIFFERENT IN A GOOD WAY WHEN TH DAY COMES. ITS ABOUT TIME.

2009-12-22T00:55:00.004+08:00

Heyloo peopleee. Im gna post a blogpost now. After almost a month leaving this thing hanging like this. Haha. Many things happened in that almost a month. I think.

I just got back frm my trip. Was supposed to be longer but thank god it was shortenn. But it was fun. Haha. As you can see, no more Fitri's picture. We broke up. So yeaa. Haha. Its all alright noww. She's happy. I'm happy. Thats good then. Yea, im happy now. I really am. (: All thanks to that someone. She and some people shld know who. Heh. Thanks babeee. (:

Its already mid December. And in a couple of weeks, its gna be 2010. Woahh, isnt 2009 fast or whatt? Cool. Cant wait for 2010. Im gna be 18! Th legal age. I can do anythinggg soon. Hahahaha. Bestttt. Remember people. 26th Januaryyy. That date. REMEMBER! Haha. I love with how things are gg. Hope it will continue this wayyy.

And congrats to most of my friends for N level results. Almost every of my friends did well. Congratulationsss. (: Kay done. Tc people.

2009-11-30T20:23:00.003+08:00

Come Back To Me. I Need You. I Can't Do This. Come Back To Me. Love Me Again.

2009-11-27T18:58:00.007+08:00

Heyheyhey. Back blogging, but now with a calmed heart, after a few days of hell. Haha. Yeaaa. Those were th worst day evaaaaa. Haha. Well, no matter what it is, i have to face it. Yeaa. She wants to see th old me anws. So yeaaa. (:

Gosh, feels so different. Haha. Handphone has been quiet for quite a while. And that is soooooo different. Usually it will ring every minute. Haha. Yeaa, have to get used to that. Im doing better than usual. Usually if this is what Im feeling. I will be all emo-ish and stuff. Haha. Not gna be like that anymoree. Yes, i wna be ouhkay with all this happening. But hell, I sure do miss her. Haha. Of course I do. Hey babe, I Miss Youu. (:

Ohs wells, Im going out after this. Just gna take a walk aroundd. Kay tc people. (:

2009-11-25T02:58:00.007+08:00

♥ ƒιτяι ƒaιzah ♥
♥ ƒεςhιςhι aοι kajι ♥

Th thought of her telling that everything will be th same after i bring back th old me makes me happy. But when th thought of knowing i am not with her now slips by, it turns happy to th worst feeling ever.

Yes true she said we can still be like how we are after some time but th thought of she not being with me, she's not together with me and knowing that she already have someone/s new to be thr for her just aches me. She does have many waiting for her. That just aches me.

I have to be proud of myself, that i got myself th most beautiful, sweet, caring, close to perfect girl i can ever get. And i got to be even more proud that i could make her stay with me for almost 10 months. She has given me alot. She teaches me stuff i nvr know. She gave me unforgettable memories. She gave th best happiest, worst, saddest and many other moments. Haha. Joke. All those thoughts, just keep coming to me. I dun think its possible to get over her.

Maybe its because i dunwan to get over her. To me, she's just that girl i wanna see every single day. Talk to every single day. Just be thr with her every single there. She's th girl i can nvr get bored with. Maybe that's it. Yes, we are not together now. But i will make my way to geeting you back with me. I will be that person you want me to be. Iloveyou. Iloveyousomuch.

2009-11-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

What everything means to me right now.

2009-11-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

I AM THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE. I NOW KNOW I AM. SCREW MYSELF.

2009-11-11T23:34:00.010+08:00

Everything will be th same.

2009-11-09T05:09:00.003+08:00

The happiest and th best thing that ever happened in my life.

2009-11-07T21:53:00.005+08:00

I'm Missing You Like Crazy Babyy. I Really Miss You. ):

Heylo world. Im feeling sad and all. I miss my Girlfriend alot. Alot. Alot. Alot. Alot. Alot.

I havent been spending time with her much nowadays. I feel sad. Now she' at Sandra's Mum's wedding and she's not gg hme again cause thr will be an after party. Arghhhh. Nemindd. Monday i will meet her. I miss her so muchhhhh. Goshh. ):

Baby, I miss you. I hope you know thatt. I known youre having fun now. But i just miss you. ):

2009-11-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Ashiqin Suhaimi!

Today was fun. Haha. Spend time with people i havent spend much time with. I met Hanis, Faisal, Hasroy, Anna, Adib, Amirah and Khid. And we all went to meet Ashhy and wish her a happy bday. Khid and Amirah went off early. So th others stayed for a while with Ashhy. It's not her bday yet just now. It's in an hour time. Haha. She was very excited about it. Haahaha. So just posting for her birthdayy.

But after that so called small celebration, th fun starts. Me, Faisal, Hanis and Hasroy played Counter Strike. So longgg never play. And just now was awesomeee. Haha. Had fun. We played for a long timee. Like 3 hrs plus. But then after that, our fingers was numb. Haha. But had fun. Heh.

2009-11-04T00:53:00.002+08:00

Im confused. I dunknw what to do. There's just alot in my mind. If i do something, it will make things worse. I dunknw what to do. Why is it so complicating? Why cant i just feel normal with everything that is going on? I hate feeling this way. But i am feeling it right now. Arghh. I dont think blogging about it helps. I have to be positive. I must. Help...

2009-11-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

Rightt. I find myself time to blog for a little while. Well, some of my friends have gotten back the results. The Secondary 3s that is. Some got through and some didnt. And i have to say i was suprised. But im happy to see she's taking it well, even though deep inside, well, no one knows.

So Anna, You have to chill aite? This is just part of life you have to face. And trust me, this will change you to a better person. With this happened, You understand better how important such things is. Anw, like i say. Any help you want just approach. Chill mann.

Other than that, Congratulations to those who make it. Important year next year, Goodluck.

Now, th next results waiting is th Nlevels results. Most of my friends are waiting for it. Goodluck to you people too. So yaa. Life has been ouhkayy. Not soo bad not soo good. Acceptable. It's already November. And of course, every new month i will confirm wait for that certain date. Th 11th. Cant wait. (:

;"Zirca"; is coming up. An after O's Party. Confirm gerek. Haha. Yeaaaa. And before i forgett. Let me wish Ashiqin Suhaimi A Happy 15th Advance Birthdayy. See you soon! (:

2009-10-24T19:56:00.002+08:00

It was great when spending time with you everytime. I had th time of my life this whole week with you. But then you did th same thing that made us fight like we nvr fought before. You did it again. I know you dont like me react when you tell me. I cnt help it. You made me hate it. But i will be moree freaking ANGRY if you dont tell me. It makes me freaking pissed off. I hope you wont do it again. I hope thr wont be a next time. I hope there will be nothing else going on with HIS name coming out! -_-

2009-10-14T19:58:00.002+08:00

I'm So In Love With You, Christina Milian! Heh.

2009-10-12T07:51:00.001+08:00

Arghhhh! Got school laterrrrr. Bleahh. So lazy to go. After a longlong holiday. Goshh it's hard to bring yourself to go school. Damndamndman. Pffft. Yeaaa, going to get ready to go school. MALASSSSNYEEE. Bleahh.

2009-10-10T03:15:00.003+08:00

It's th 10th of October! And it is someone's birthdayy! Its my sister's!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIFI DIAN BINTE MOHD JOHAN! She's 23. Wahh getting older already. Hahaha.

Woots2. Haha. Enjoy your day Kakak! Iloveyousomuchh!

2009-10-09T04:09:00.002+08:00

Ahh. Yawnn! Im so frigging tired. But i just can't leave th computer screen. I so need to watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S. But i must. I'm tired and I'm scared. It's 4:10am and I'm hearing birds. BIRDS AT THIS TIME! FUCK LAA! GOSH! I'm outta here. BYE!

2009-10-08T23:26:00.005+08:00

Rightt. Done changing everything at my blogg. It looks okay. I'm lazy to edit anything else anyway. Haha. Well, for me th song i chose just give th people reading my blog abit of enjoyment while doing it. Haha. So more people will come and read my blog. Haha.

Well, that's th thing. Sometimes I wonder, who th hell reads my blog. Sometimes I feel like I'm like writing all this shit for nothing. Ouhkayy la, for those who tagged me can see ah. Haha. But who elsee? It makes me think that my blog sucks. I hope its not. Haha. So anyway, yaa. Basically thats it. And yaa, look at this video. A one man band covers Lady Gaga's Poker Face. It's kinda cool. Haha. Watchh.

2009-10-08T18:48:00.003+08:00

Im Blogging

Done.

2009-10-02T00:43:00.002+08:00

Ahh. That show. Th best Tv show i ever seen. Truly funny, and exciting. Never really get bored of th show. Th best. I hope they make a new season again. I really hope so. My favourite character is obviously Chandler Bing. Haha. He's random, funny and like HAHA. Cool. They is Ross Geller. Who has a history with Rachel Green. Who is hot though. Totally hot. Haha. And there is Monica Geller. She is th kind that is like strict and stuff. And there is Pheobe Buffey. Th weird one. Haha. Very weird. And lastly, Joey Tribbiani. Th actor. From Days of Our Lifes. Haha. Dr Drake Ramoray. Haha. He's veryveryvery funny. Haha. You guys must really watch it. Thumbs Up. =D

2009-09-29T12:22:00.003+08:00

Would you just look at that picturee. She look sooooo prettyy! I looked at her Tagged profile then saw this picture. She never showed me before. But it looks so NICEEE! I can look at it everytime. Pretty girl she. And she's mine beybeh. Hehe. Love you babe. Muahmuahmuah.

Anw, I officially have a blog for a year now! Haha. I started on this day last year. 29th of September. Haha. Coolios. And i have 116 posts already. Haha. Okay done. =]

2009-09-28T04:55:00.003+08:00

Im here. Im your boyfriend. You can come to me. That's what im here for. Im not just someone that gives you a status of ATTACHED. Im here to help youu. But you don't come to me. You go to someone else. Don't let me mention who. What do you think that makes me feel? That he's better in this situations? I don't need anyone to meddle in my relationship stuffs. I can handle it by myself and i expected you to come to me and talk about it. You make me feel as if im useless in this thing. HE'S NOT BETTER THAN ME!

2009-09-25T21:34:00.005+08:00

Since there is nothing to do. Im gonna post about this year's Hari Raya. Our colour this year was Black and Silver design. As you can see. Its nice. I love it. Haha. It was kinda okay and kinda bad. Th first day was okayy. My brother din get to be with us on th morning of Hari Raya and only got to join us in th afternoon. Did th usual. Went to visit our late Grandma and Grandpa's Kubur. Always did it on th first day of Raya. Then went to visit my Uncle's house. And.. yeah that's basically it. Haha. The i went to buy a handphone, which is already spoiled. Fcuker. Haha. Then we went home. As my family is th oldest in my parents family, we waited for our cousins to come. And they did. And together we watched Manchester City against Manchester United. And fuck Man City lost. Damn it. It was an awesome match. Haha. I was th only one who supports Man City. Everyone else supports Man United. Haha. So yea, That's my first day of Raya.

Second day. I went to Johor. Visit my Uncle there. And also met my cousin. Poor him he gotta stay there. He have no friends there. Th house is nice and definitely cheap. There were empty houses for sale there and my parents was thinking to buy it. So i dunknwwww. Haha. Then after Johor, we went to my auntie's house and blablabla. And that's it.

My collection was okay. Not much. Way lesser than last year. Got around 150 dollars. Or more i dunknw. But most of them used up for that handphone which got spoiled a few days after. Damn it. Haha.

Havent go out with friends yet. Dunknw if i am going out with them. No one's talking about it so ya. Dunknww laaa.

So yea. That's it. My Hari Raya for th Year 2009. =]

2009-09-24T21:01:00.006+08:00

When you thought you are her prince charming. You swept her off her feet. You are everything she could ask for. You thought you are th one for her. Sometimes you feel all that is not true.
Im being negative. I know. But th things that happening lately just makes me think this way.
I did talk to her. And she said its all not true. Im happy to hear that. But..

Th last thing i would ever want is to lose someone so dear to me. Not at this point of time. I just cant. I wonder what is missing? What am i lacking? Or worse. what have i changed? She fell in love with me that very day. What did i not have that day now? What did i change? I just dunknw.

Im sorry im saying this. But I just telling whats in my mind. But i trust your words. Everything's okay. So i shldnt think much right? So yah.

Iloveyousomuch. Iloveyou.

2009-09-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Im facing th worse time in my life. I thought things will go smoothly. But no. Its not. Its getting worse. I spoiled my handphone. Once again. I hurt my face. I always make probelms in my lovelife. I dunknw. I tried talking it out but im still feeling it. Why is this happening. Karma? But wrg did i do?

I need someone to be here. I need someone right now. I need someone to share what im feeling. I need someone to make me feel better. I need someonee...

2009-09-22T09:47:00.003+08:00

Th thought of you waking up everyday, and thinking everything that happened everyday, th thing you do daily, live with it everyday, all this while you thought it was what you wish for is true and you're living it for every single day, ends up knowing its all LIES.

Its sad, heartbreaking and disspointing. I dunknw what else to do. Its so unexpected. I dunknw what to say, i dunknw how to react to this. Its just so shocking and suprising. One question i want to ask and find out is why. Thats all i nid now. I've reached th limit. I dun think i can take this anymore. No more. Its just too much.

2009-09-19T23:44:00.004+08:00

This year's Raya is so much different compared to last year. Well of course, things will change every single year.

I want to talk about last 2 years Hari Raya. I was Secondary 3 then. I went out Raya with Helmi, Dian, Hanis, Hasroy, Lina and Zaki. Yeah, thats it if im not wrong. We went to a couple of houses and stuff. I rememberd Helmi with a mohawk. Haha. And th colours were... Dian and Helmi wore PURPLE. Lina and Zaki wore Red. Those four were couples. Dian and Helmi, Lina and Zaki. Hahaha. Then i think i wore Red. But i forgot what Hasroy and Hanis wore. Haha. That day was fun. Cnt really remember much.

Now lets talk about last year's Hari Raya. Kay, I remebered i went out with Hasroy, Hanis, Shah, Izzuan, Syida, Myra, Junaidah, Emilia, Diyanah, Ashhy and Amira. It was a bigger group for sure. And yeah, we met up with Helmi after that. So he was with us too. Like usually, went to people's houses and stuff. Th colours were... Hasroy wore Grey, Hanis and Izzuan wore Orange. Me, Diyanah and Emilia wore Green, Shah, Syida and Junaidah wore Black, Myra wore Red, Amira and Ashhy wore White. A mix of colours. Cool. It was a funfun day. I think i have a post abt it in my blog. Cool. It was a day to be remembered. We took a picture showing hand signs at Izzuan's house. Haha. Funny shit.

How is it going to be this year? Better? Or worse? We'll see. Thr is a bigger group of friends now. So anws, that last 2 years was awesome. Thanks to th people that were thr. Funfun day. =D

Anw, Slamat Hari Raya. Its officially Raya nw. Damn time flies. So yeah, Wishing you people a Slamat Hari Raya! Enjoy your day later on!

2009-09-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

Ape khabar semuenye. Saye kemendakan skg. Dan kepenatan. Was totally busy finishing up th decpration of th house. Got plenty more to do. Still got places to paint. Bleahhh. Tired.

So yeah. Finally got to use th freaking comp. But i nid to bathe. Haha. All smelly. Bleahhh. So i blog for a while. But guess what? I have ntg to blog about.

I'll think of something. I'll be back peeps. =D

2009-08-31T07:32:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.

Im bored and blogging now. Its currently 732am. I got sch in a while. Really lazy to go. ShahJukka and SyakJarno is at my house now. One sleeping one watching tv. Haha. People who knows, shld knows whose the one sleeping now. Haha. So yahh. Nid to get ready in a while. Ugh. MALAS. Haha.

Its teachers day today. Maybe going back to my secondary school. Haha. Meet all th teachers that suck. That made me go ITE. Haha. Fakee. Haha. Kay dah. Next time blog. Tc.

2009-08-21T00:15:00.002+08:00

LOVE can make anyone do anything that they dont think they can.

Like one of the music video form a song,

A man got to know that the girl of her life, that h was supposed to live his whole life with was hospitalised. And he got to know, that gerl will be in coma and never wake up. That means, she will be on coma until she dies. He was heartbroken. But he loves that girl so much. He stayed with her every single day in th hospital. Did everything there, act as if that girl was actually awake and not in coma. He would read her stories, watch tv with her. And hoping she would wake up one fine day. But that routine he did drags until they aged up. They got older and older but yet everything remains the same. Then one fine day, the man got sick. His age has got th better of him. He eventually died at the same hospital and at the same time with the girl. But he did what he was supposed to do, he lived and died with the girl. He got what he wanted, he eventually got to meet her at another world.

That is what LOVE can mke you do, something that much for the person you love.

2009-08-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

F E D - U P !

2009-08-09T10:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

Though you suck at alot of things and being bitchy with some stuffs, you are still a nice country to live in. HAHA. I still dun really like Singapore but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

To show how much i "appreciate" Singapore. I will be wearing red and white when going out to see th fireworks today. Haha. Semangat ahhh! Haha. Talking about going out to see th fireworks, alot has been saying it will be packed almost every place ltr when th fireworks starts. Orchard, City Hall. So, I really dunknw whr we can really go to have a nice spot you know. Haha. Crowded and stuff. UGH ! Haha.

So yah, will be going to see th fireworks ltr at night. Hope its gg to be fun. Lets hope so. Though i will be gg in a really small group. Haha. Nemind. It will still be fun. =]

2009-08-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

I a m b o r e d t o d e a t h !

I need somebody to talk to. I need somebody to message me. I need somebody to call me and talk on th phone with me. I need somebody to chat with me on msn. Everybody is having fun, everybody is sleepy and no one is talking to me. I may sound abit annoying and desperate but i am so boredd! Bleahhh!

Kay, I dont know what to do. Im bored. Goodbye.

2009-08-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

Did you know?

At 12hrs 34mins 56secs on th 7th August this year which is 2009, th time and date will be 12:34:56 07/08/09. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9. this'll never happen ever before. Haha. Cool or what sia! Haha.

2009-08-05T02:45:00.003+08:00

Ahh.

Its 2:46 am. And i am yet again sleepless. And th bad thing is i have nothing to do. No one is online. Everybody is sleeping. I have no one to talk to. Bleaahhh. Bored la fuck.

I want time to past fast and get to th next day. And i can go school and stuff. Haha. BOREDD. Anw, Looking at th date. Its already th 5th of Aug. 4 more days to Singapore's Birthday, Happy Fuckin Advance Birthday Fucking Singapore. Other than that, 6 moredays to something awesome. Its awesome every single month. Haha.

Im currently feeling like i miss alot of people. I havent meet alot of my friends lately.
Well, Awesome people like,

ShahJukka
SyakJarno
HelmiSickie
HanisJarppi
HasroySerizawa
WillemSanchez
SandraBeba
JujuBinx
AndyRezeira
AnnaMonsta
FiahMarie
DeedeeDrastic

and many other people. Too much to type out. Haha. I indeed miss theese people alot. But imiss this person th most. Though i meet her every single day. Haha.

FECHICHIAOIKAJI!

Haha. Kay bored-ness. Bleahhhhh. Going to play th game im so addicted to, ROCKBAND UNPLUGGED (Y) =]

2009-08-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

Im scared, and having thoughts like no other. I may have did something really stupid in my whole life. I may also ruin someone's life totally. If all this did happened. I dunknw what else i can do. I am not ready for all this.

All i can do now is hope all this is just a false alarm. Its nothing. Gosh i am such an asshole. I shldnt have done it. GOSH. She dun deserve this. Wait, its not really confirmed. But...

What will happen to me? What will happen to her if all this happen? Our lives will be dead and gone. Gosh. Gosh. GOSH! Why oh why? Im sorry. =[

If only. Those must be the two saddest words in the world - Mercedes Lackey

2009-07-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hello thr.

I decided to blog today. Thrs so much i want to say but nehh. Blog is not a good place to tell out everything after all. It can cause ALOT of trouble. Haha. So yah. Im bored. What is Fitri doing? She seemed like dunwan to talk to me. Sad. I dunknw whyy. Bleahh. Haha.

Anw, school has been fun. My classmates are kecoh-rable people. Haha. I will confirm laugh alot with them around. Haha. Can release my stress with them you know. Haha. I seemed like cannot wait to go to school. Haha. Woohoo!

Hmm, what else? I dun think thr anything else. Yet another boring post i shall give. Haha. My blog is kinda boring. Bleahhh. Peace.

Going to read a book now. Its called, "The Rules Of The Game". Hahas. Outtt!

hello :D fechichi here

2009-07-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello world .
I am ady's girlfriend .
As in HIS WIFE.
Yeah .
hahahahaha .
He's blogging in mine now .
I love ady sooo much :D
He's the best-est thing that has ever happened to me :)
He's the oneee :D
AND YOU CANT HAVE HIM :D
NEHNEHNEHNEHBOOBOO !!!
haha .
esp you Shah and Syakiran !
Hahah .
Joking :P
Im totally bored right now .
What makes matters worse is im SICK !
Horriblehh .
I like blogging here .
Its fun .
It is kinda dead-ish though .
Compared to mine .
Wahey , mine has just come out of its coma :D
As in I just made a new blog :P

Ok last wordssss :D

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ADY :D
Ty for letting me blog here . I'll do it all the time .
You can too if you want to !

I love you
xoxo - your girlfriend, FechichiAoiKaji
Peace OUT :D

2009-07-26T00:07:00.006+08:00

Finally this blog problem has been resolved. Haha. Actually no. Th fonts cant be changed. Haha.

Hey, Just got home. Went out with Fitri and the girls just now. Followed them go shopping. And seriously. Its sad to see all th money fly away with all th things they bought. Haha. But they bought nice stuffs. I dunwan to say how much they used to buy alll those stuffs. Haha. It was a bday gift for Fitri from her dad. Cool dad.

After that went to Fitri's brother's, Izal, house. Slacked there. Played ps3 with him. He showed us all those stupid funneh videos. Haha. Funny lah. Haha. Then after then went off from there at 10, then took cab back to Lisa's. When i got there i got really tired. I slept for a very short while. Then i have to go home. Then when i got home, im not sleepy anymore. Haha. Cool. Fitri is staying over at Lisa's so im meetin her later. Might rest for a while. Im nt sleepy but i am tired. Haha. So yeah, Thats what i did today. Kinda boring for me but its heaven for th girls. Haha.

Kay done. I end it here. So post again next time! =]

2009-07-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

This freaking blog has a huge2 probelm you know. From being all excited to blog and to see this shit, tros malas. But I still want to blog. Haha. Go work on this probelm ah. Irritating. Haha.

Heylo. Life has been kinda weird really. And its somewhat going bad too. Im kinda scared you know. What if what she said, it really happens? Hais. She is already lisng faith in us. Bcos of this probelm happening. Its kinda sad you know. I wont make it happen. Thats their shit not ours. Assshit. Hais.

Kinda fedup bcos of all this. Really. Pfft.

2009-07-19T04:08:00.003+08:00

Mistakes are painful when they happen, but years later a collection of mistakes is what is called experience. - Denis Waitley

Its currently 4:08 am. I cant put myself to sleep. Was on th phone with Fitri just now. She went to sleep already. I thought i can sleep too cos i was tired then but end up i cant sleep at all.

I really dont like being awake alone at this time. It always makes me have thoughts. About everything. It sometimes are positive thoughts. But most of th time are negative ones. Bleahh. Th main thing about what i am thinking is about th mistakes i did. Mistakes i did in everything thing in my life. I keep on repeating th same mistakes. So much for ppl to say, learn from you mistakes. Its really not that easy you know. Haha.

Im just bored. This happens when youre bored. You talk shit. Pardon me yah. Im just being bored.

2009-07-18T15:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday. Fechichi's party was a blast. From my point of view ah. It was a blast. I knew th party was gg to be fun and it did. Though it was not at a chalet and not many ppl came, but with that amount of ppl came, it was easier to bond. And almost everyone bonded with everyone. Thats th fun part. So i hope my baby had her time on her party. I really hope so. Hehs.

So almost everyone had their bday, only left some of my friends waiting for their birthday. It was fun being thr for their birthday.

Im tired really. Had a night yesterday. For me ah. I had a night. Haha.

2009-07-17T00:30:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FECHICHI !

May you live to be 100 and may the last voice you hear be mine. - Frank Sinatra

Hello.

I just got back from werk. Went drinking with th manager. Orang blanje go je ah. Haha. Yeah. Now i werk at Sakura Cuisene. Okay ah. Good place to werk. Tiring abit.

Anw, my baby Fitri Faizah just turned 16 already. Finally. Chey fakeee. Haha. Happy Birthday. I was thr with her when th time strikes 12am yesterday . Cool. First time tau. Tmr thr will be a party at her house. A club like party. Conferm gerek. Haha. Cant werk. But i have school tmr. Must go first. Bleahhh. So yah, gonna browse through th net then after that SLEEP ! Tired lah seyyy. Kay tc.

P.S : Shah made a blog. WOW !

2009-07-13T20:00:00.003+08:00

Heylo world. Im here blogging again. I blog everyday now recently. I dunknw why but i feel like it. Haha. So yah, I got a job already. Just when i started school already. Now my timing is all tight again. I knw someone close is very affected by this. I just feel like saying sorryyyyy to her like all the time. Im sorry but im doing this for us kay?

So yah. Starting work tmr. At Sakura Cuisene. Its an okay job. Better than new york pizza. Bleahh. Haha. Im going to be so tired now. Haha. But im happy. Haha.

This is as true in everyday life as it is in battle: we are given one life and the decision is ours whether to wait for circumstances to make up our mind, or whether to act, and in acting, to live. - Omar Bradley

2009-07-12T19:18:00.006+08:00

Okay. Yest had a somewhat called 5th month celebration with Fitri. It was fun. Spent considered th whole day with her. Walked around town. With A little company by Jukka and Jarno. Okaylahh. We had fun. Haha.

Well, that was yest. But now, it so effing boring ! Urghh. Haha. Jukka and Jarno want to come my house. Said got band session. But Jarppi and Jagung at home. So much for band session. HAHA. So yahh, im so boreddd. Currently chatting. With friends of mine. Yeah, friends. Happy to have them backk. Well, most of them. But its good enuf. Hehs. Friendss. =]

A friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of Nature - Ralph Waldo Emerson

2009-07-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

Its 11th of July already. And its officially our 5th month. Haha. Im happy. Though our situation is not good now. Im totallly happy inside my heart. Because we have stayed together, through thick and thins, we still hold on and stick together. I love you so much Fitri Faizah. Im sorry and I hope you wont be so annoyed kay? Poor her. She feels so annoyed when i called her just now. Hope she's going to be okay. Haha.

Yea. Gonna keep it short and sweet. I love you baby. Once again, Happy 5th month Anniversary. Muahhh. =]

2009-07-10T21:58:00.005+08:00

Its the 10th of July. Tmr is th 11th and every 11th is my special day with a special special gerl that has walked in my life. I had many first times with her. Alot. Haha. Our first few months were awesome. We had fun. Awesome fun. That picyure is recently. We had our triple date outing. That was a fun day. Haha. We are reaching our 5th mth now. Tmr is our 5th mth. I promised her an awesome 5th mth. But due to my state and probelms, i failed to do that. I know she is soo dissapointed. Recently, we had our fights, arguments. I dun blame her for all that. At th end of th days that we had our fights and arguments. I know its all my fault. I dun meet her much. We have not spent much time together like before. She feels distant towards me. I hate that too but i cant do anything abt it. Hais.

I knw she tried to understand but i know she cant take it anymore as well. But i hope she can still know that i still love her. My love grew more with this porblem happeneing. I just want her to knw that. Im really sorry for all th things that happened recently. Im trying my best to make things like b4. I am. And i hope things will be like before. I love you. Hope you get to read this. Im sorry.

Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair. - William Cowper

2009-07-09T18:55:00.005+08:00

How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. -

Annie Dillard

Im hoping for a miracle. Ive been doing things that is stupid. I have wasted time of my life. I wont regret it. But I just hope to be given a another chance to continue living. Chances have been given to me before and i wasted it again because i have not really woken up. I have went through a time that really woke me up. I almost did something stupid. I thought I din meant anyhting in this known world. But now i realised. Life is precious. And what we do now, is what we are building for our future. I have to start living. So I hope to be given another chance. I have wasted my time recently. I have a life to live. =D

Dont Ever Repeat Your Mistakes

2009-07-09T11:41:00.003+08:00

Once you did that one mistake. Try not to ever do it again. For example. Lie. You lie once, you tend to lie again. And the next thing you see, you live you whole life with lies. You will see you start to lie everyone around you.

All i can say is learn from you mistake. Everybody lies. I know. But, it can get in you, and you will lie everytime if you dont stopp.

Be true to yourself, then you will start to be true to everyone.

If you once forfeit the confidence of your fellow citizens, you can never regain their respect and esteem. It is true that you may fool all of the people some of the time; you can even fool some of the people all of the time; but you can't fool all of the people all of the time. - Abraham Lincoln

Bored And Hot !

2009-06-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Heylo People. Its 1130pm. And Its Effing Hot. Im Perspiring Like A Pig. Ugh! Haha. And Im Also Bored. I Don Knw What To Do. Haha. So I Post A Blog. But I Don Knw What To Post Also. Lets Just Post About What Comes Out Of My Head.

I Miss Fitri. Met Her Just Now. But For Just Fcuking While. Ugh. I Miss Her So Much. Bleahhh. I Dun Knw What Else To Post. Haha. Oh Yah, Sentosa Beach Partay In 2 Days. Cnt Wait. Haha. Consferm Gerek.

I Totally Dun Knw What To Post Alr. So Ending Here, For Now. Haha. Tc.

They Just Dont Change

2009-06-16T10:19:00.002+08:00

Once They Are Like That. They Are Like That. They Just Wont Change. No Matter How Hard They Try. Im Not Suprised To See What Happened And Who Involved. Angry , Yeah , Totally. Youre Just In Your Own World Man. Like Seriously. Snap Out Of It And Back To Reality Dude. Stop Fanatizing. And After Snapping Out, Dont Forget To Get A Life. Tc And Have A Good Life Ahead.

Ps : Im Extra But Just Cnt Take It Ah. Heh.